Poems,Pictures, and Feelings

Sometimes

Sometimes I feel like a burden to you 

Sometimes I feel as if you don't want to talk

Feel as if you don't want to hug

You don't want to see me

I've been silent for the last couple days

I've been thinking of songs and situations

However, 

No matter what song I think of,

No matter the situation,

No matter if i'm dying,

You come into my mind and clear it

When i see your smile,

 it kills me,

When i feel your touch, 

it kills me,

Everything you do, 

it kills me

Not in a bad way,

but in a way that makes you stay

makes you stay in my mind.

As much as you make me feel bubbly and happy,

You also hurt me.

You hurt me when I see you sad,

You hurt me when you don't tell me things,

You hurt me when we don't hug,

You hurt me when I don't see your smile.

You've been smiling A LOT lately

I really don't know why.

But whatever or whoever it is, 

I would like to thank them.

Yeah, call me obsessed, call me insane

Call me crazy because I see things that other people don't see.

They don't see all the things I love you for

And again it bothers me when they say i'm wrong.

If i'm so wrong, then why does it feel real?

Honestly, I know you don't feel the same, 

and you never thought of me like that but,

no matter how hard I try, 

no matter who or what,

there is NO way of getting you out my mind.

So i'm sorry if it seems like I don't want to see you, 

it's not that!

It's just that, 

Sometimes I feel like a burden to you

Sometimes I feel as if you don't want to talk

Feel as if you don't want to hug me and

You don't want to see me