College Boy

14

Without answering, I moved closer to him.

"No no, no more sides. They're cold as fuck." Alec laughed and it made me chuckle.

Once we were somewhere in the middle, he took my blanket and just threw it away.

"This way it'll be warmer." he whispered, while I got under his blanket. Our legs were touching and I could feel his body heat. Then he put his hand around my waist and moved me even closer to him. I placed my head on his chest.

Without controlling it, I let out a long sigh, but if cuddling him wasn't the best thing then what the heck was?

"Enjoying much, huh?" Alec teased, but I just rolled my eyes.

"I just love cuddles." I said.

"And fuck, you give the best ones." I whispered.

"I'll gladly be your cuddle buddy." I could hear in his voice that he was smiling one of his goofy smiles.

***

On our way back home, we went to eat lunch in some cafeteria. And after we went home, I instantly hit the shower. The hot water was exactly what I needed. I was feeling fresh, warm again and less tired after I got out.

"Would you like to?.." without knocking, Alec entered my room, while I was standing there just in my towel, trying to figure out which sweatpants I wanted to wear.

"Oh, shit! I am so sorry." he cleared his throat and bit his lip.

"Turn around!" I exclaimed, being completely confused and embarrassed.

"For fuck's sake. You're so hot." he mumbled. His words repeated themselves in my head over and over again.

"Shut up." I covered my face with my hands, feeling the heat from my cheeks.

"Not so good with compliments, huh?" he teased me but finally turned around. I quickly grabbed some pants and ran to my bathroom.

Once I was dressed, I walked back in my room where I found Alec laying in my bed.

"Oh, excuse me?" I chuckled.

"Back there I was trying to ask, would you like to chill together and later go watch some movie or something?" his voice was a little bit shaky, and I saw how actually nervous he is.

"Also I'm not really keen about dinner with my crazy aunt." he shrugged and I laughed.

"Sounds perfect." I whispered and joined him in my bed. Just then I saw how his hair is also still wet from the shower, and now were just falling into his face whenever and wherever they wanted.

"Wait, is this a date?" I sat up and looked at his relaxed face. God damn, this boy was so beautiful..

I had literally no idea why he's even talking to me, or more importantly, why he's in my bed right now. All I knew for sure is that I loved every second that we spent together and I didn't wanted for it to end. For us to end.

"If you want it to be." he lightly chuckled and closed his eyes. But then something darkened in his peaceful face.

"But don't get me wrong! I know that your break up was hard and that this is probably just stupid and.."

"A date sounds perfect." I put my finger on his lips and that made us both stare at each other more intensively, until we both looked away. My whole body was screaming for some more.

He sighed in relief and I laid down next to him. Right away, he wrapped his arms around me. I let myself enjoy his warm body, nice smell and the little goosebumps on my skin from his touch.

"When are you going back?" after being quiet for a while, I asked but I was kind of scared of the answer. I don't know if it was childish, stupid or pathetic of me, but I didn't wanted for him to leave.

"Tomorrow."

His words stung and something deep inside me started to ache.

"What? Already?" I tried to sound as less pathetic as possible, but my voice was shaking anyways.

So I guess I only got three days with this angelic boy. Three probably the best days in my life.

He had another life. Completely different from mine and no matter what would or wouldn't happen, the fact will still be there. He has his own life with his apartment, friends and girls. More smarter, prettier and older girls.

"Hey, don't be upset. I have some stuff that I have to do but I'll be back next weekend. We're gonna hang out and then I'm gonna take you to my apartment, while school hasn't started yet." He hugged me tighter.

Huh?

I got a feeling that I needed to pinch myself because it felt like I was imagining or dreaming, or just hearing wrong.

"You're gonna take me to your apartment?" I couldn't even believe my own words.

"Yes. Well, I kind of share it with a guy named Harry but he's almost never home. I also want to introduce you to my friends." he softly said and was making circles with his finger on my arm, while I was simply just observing his words.

He wants to take me to his apartment. He wants me to get to know his friends. He wants to spend time with me. He wants to let me in his life.

"Actually, I was thinking, how you feel about spending the last two weeks of summer there with me?" he asked, and I swear, my heart skipped a beat or two.

"We'll cuddle every night."

"Um, okay." I answered. To be honest, I wanted to start to dance and jump around from the excitement and happiness that I was feeling. So for the next minute I couldn't help but smile the biggest smile that's out there.

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aren't they just cute? haha