Life With Him---UNDER CONSTRUCTION

Chapter Thirty-Four

Ok, so idk why i wrote this but this chapter has ALOT of curse words in it..... just a warning for you all.

:) enjoy

Chapter 34:

Justin's POV:

"...who says you're not pretty, who says you're not beautiful, who sayssssssss" Selena sang as I watched from offstage. "Thanks guys, I love You." The crowd applauded as she left.

'Damn girl, you got a voice!' I thought.

"Woo," I shouted as she came into my arms. "Great job!"

"Thanks" she exclaimed. "Wasn't the audience great?!?!'

"Yeah they really do love you Sel."

"Awww. BUT not as much as you do though, right??" she played with my hair.

"Right.....anddddd all those guy fans well, they just can't do this..." I leaned in and kissed her a passionate kiss.

I know tons of people think I'm just dating Selena cause uhhh Idk, the publicity, or vice versa, but I really do love Selena. I mean I wouldn't be with someone if I didn't really love them.

"So do you have to leave tommorrow???" She asked. I know I said I love her, but sometimes she just gets on my nerves. Example: now.

"We've been over this Sel, YES. And you know why...." I started.

"Yeah but- but" she hesitated. "What if she forgot about that? I mean you couldn't have hurt her THAT bad Justin. I know you, you wouldn't do that."

"But you see, I think I did. She won't answer my calls or texts and that last talk with her was... well, you had to see her face Selena. All that joy and happiness in her just dropped, because I was leaving. And my birthday was coming up. DO you know HOW much she cares about those birthdays? She cares about them A LOT. And she's my little sister." I laughed at how that sounded. "And for me to tell her that I didn't care about being there with her on my birthday, just, just-" I couldn't even finish.

"It's ok, I know, it killed you" she said. "All I'm saying is that I'll miss you Justy. I really will. And I never knew how much you cared about her. I mean I know you're official siblings and all But I've never known siblings that care about eachother like THAT."

I tried to force a smile. "Ya me neither." I never knew how much I cared until I just said that. Wow I really do love Kay. I miss her too.

KAYLIN'S POV:

"SO I don't really know what to do Elise" I said as we went up the stairs and into my room. Elise had just come over and I am venting out on all my problems.

"Well Have you tried talking to him?" she suggested. We went into my room and sat on the mini couch facing the new tv stand I got a few days ago. Elise then got the remote and pressed a button, the flat screen then drew out of the stand and into place turning on to my usual channel. (Having Justin as a sibling does have its advantages)

Elise just stared mesmerized. "It just never gets old " She said. "I wish I could get one, but NOOOO. 'NO tv's in your room until you move out into your own place...where you can make your own rules'" She said in a high pitched voice, mimicking what her mom told her when she asked for a tv.

I laughed. "Elise I'll get you one don't worry. And No I can't just go talk to him. I can't. Plus remember my motto now??"

"Yes I remember: NO talking to JB even if he talks to me. Uhh isn't it kinda cheesy??? I mean surely you could've come up with a better one." She said

"Like what exactly?" I said challenging her.

"I don't know like..." she smiled. " No talking to JB even if he seduces me??? You know.....Huh Huh???? How about that!"

I punched her. "In my dreams. God, it's not like he will anyway. HE won't even look at me like he loves me cause of Selena. And Gross if you think about the whole brotherly-sisterly thing"

"Yeah but it's not if you don't think about it like that." She said.

I smiled "Anyway, I think Imma stick with mine for now."

"So how long are you going to keep it up? You know when he comes back and all." She asked.

"I don't know. I mean a week or two. I don't even know how to do it that long anyway I mean there is so much I want to tell him but I don't want to cause I'm sooooo mad at him but then again-"

"KAY, you doing it again!" Elise said.

"Oh sorry" I said. "I didn't mean to go off like that."

"It's fine, its just not healthy." She said.

Ya that's right, sometimes I just start babbling about whatever it is we are talking about. And Elise is usually the one to help me stop.

"Just make sure I don't do that when Justin comes....I don't want to ruin my whole motto."

"I'll be here when he does." She said.

*A few hours later in the kitchen *

"Hey Elise You wanna spend the night here??? And maybe the next ???" I asked. I wanted to be prepared for when HE comes home.

"Sure I'll ask" She got her phone out and left the room. I was all alone with mom. GREAT.

"So sweetie, you happy Justin's coming back??" she asked.

"Yes Mom I'm totally excited that he is coming back. Because well, you know, he totally blew off his own birthday to be with his bitchy girlfriend and it's not like I gave a shit or anything. SO I'm happy I'm gonna see his ass of a face when he gets back. I mean it's not like he gave a shit about my fucking life. It's not like he's dumb enough to not see that his sister has been here waiting for him for the past 2 monthes. Noooooooo everything is fine. I am fucking fine with him coming back. I'm excited to see that douche. I really am." I said in a sarcastic tone of voice. And when that finished coming out my mouth I wanted to take half of what I said back.

"KAYLIN ELIZABETH MALLETE..." (I changed my last to mallete when I became an official part of the family) "YOU DO NOT TALK LIKE THAT ABOUT YOUR BROTHER OR SELENA. AND YOU ESPECIALLY DO NOT USE THOSE WORDS IN THIS HOUSE, OR ANYWHERE FOR THAT MATTER. I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR YOU USING THEM AGAIN TO TALK ABOUT ANYONE OR ANYTHING. DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME YOUNG LADY??? " Mom yelled in rage.

Woah there. I didn't want to make her go all 'Motherly' on me. We all know how those stories end up like.

"Yeah... I understand" I said under my breath.

"DO YOU??? DO YOU REALLY?? Because that was just awful. What was all that about??? Kaylin I'm sorry but You're grounded for 2 weeks." She said in a serious tone.

"BUT THAT'S NOT FAIR!" I yelled back. "Justin Really hurt me and you don't give a crap??? WHAT KIND OF A MOTHER ARE YOU???"

"I DO CARE KAYLIN. IT'S JUST HARD TO WHEN YOU SAY THINGS LIKE THAT. ONE MONTH OK??? No tv no phone, and no leaving the house unless you're going with me. "

"WHAT!?!?" I yelled back. This wasn't fair. I was only stating the truth. "I HATE YOU!" I said tears blocking my view. I saw Mom's face tighten. Then I ran to my room, bumping into Elise.

I stopped, stared at her ,tears staining my face, and made my way back to room where I slammed the door shut and cried for the longest, most hurtful hours of my life.