Because of John (Teen pregnancy)

Because of John |chapter 8|

HEY GUYSSS!! so im back im so happy to be writing on this book again. i know its been like 2 years and im so sorry!! but i got on here and read the book last night and i was like wow this books good i need to update soo without further adoo :))) here's because of john chapter 8 💗
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I woke up in a surprisingly good mood. Despite everything i have going on in my life, I'm determined to make the best of my days and stay stress free for my baby.

"Hey Brody!" i said meeting him at his locker.
"hey! how do you feel?"
"ehh okay i guess. im 13 weeks tomorrow"
"when are you gonna tell john about the gender appointment?"
"today i guess. im giving him a picture of the ultrasound and letting him know if he wants to come to my next appointment i find out the gender."
"I'm so happy for you, can i come too?" he said excitedly

As i close my locker and head to 3rd period i look down the hall and find john standing against the wall.
here goes nothing. i say to myself as i approach him.

"hey john, can i speak with you please?"
"what do you want?" he spat
"please dont make this harder than it has to be" i pleaded
"come with me" he said pulling me into a janitors closet.
"what the hell do you want?"
"i just wanted to tell you my next appointment is December 18th, im finding out the gender if you want to come with me. take this" i said shoving a picture of our baby into his hands pushing past him leaving him there by himself.

Johns P.O.V

I stared at the sonogram in my hand of the baby blake and i made. a huge smile crept upon my lips. i felt a love like no other just looking at the picture. before i could think i was running down the hall after her.

"Blake!" i yelled and as she turned around and her green eyes met mine i immediately smashed my lips into hers kissing her passionately. she didn't pull away like i thought she would, she actually kissed me back. as i broke the kiss and put my forehead to hers, both of us breathing kinda heavy i let the words id been holding onto flow off my tongue so smoothly even i was surprised.

"i love you, ansley blake allen. so much and i never meant anything i said to you i was just so worried about my reputation. im ready to step up and be a father, i love our baby so much already. please, if you're willing to let me, id like to stay." i said a few tears slipping from my eyes. i actually meant what i said whether she believed me or not. Not Kendall or Julie or anyone could stop me and keep me from my baby and the girl im so hopelessly in love with.

"john i-i don't know, i need some time to think and process everything."
my heart immediately sank. i know i fucked up and i don't expect her to want me back just easy as pie but i kinda hoped she would.
"thats fine, take as much time as you need, ill be here waiting." i said softly and kissed her cheek

Blake's P.O.V

Everyone was staring at john and i. my face lit up a bright red as he kissed my cheek and left me standing there with all those people. no one said anything or made nasty comments they just stared.

i pushed past everyone and found skylar. who had a funny look plastered on her face.
"what the hell was that?!" she asked shocked
"i dont know I'm wondering the same."
"are you gonna take him back? i mean after everything he is the father of your baby." she reasoned
"i don't know, sky, i mean i-i just don't know. i need to think on it."
"i understand that, ive gotta go to McCarthys, ill see you at home"
"good bye, sky" i said heading off to my 5th period class.

"how'd it go with John?" brody asked
"it went pretty well actually, like he told me he loved me and that he was ready for parenthood."
"thats weird. maybe he's finally coming to his senses and realizing what he lost."
"maybe so." i said and let the thought of john and i actually working out and being parents together sink into my mind. if john was for real and was honestly ready to take on this journey with me, he was really gonna have to step up and show me and stop playing games. its time to stop being a child and act like an adult and a father.

When school let out brody and i went to our spot in the woods to get some peace and quiet and to get caught up on some precal.

As brody started on homework i wrapped myself in a blanket and layed down as the cool november air blew past me.
"fuck this. i hate precal" brody said
"i feel you. come over here and lets talk" i said motioning for my best friend to come lay down beside me.

sharing my blanket with him i layed my head on his chest, using him as a pillow like i used to when we were children. i felt safe here, like nothing in the world could hurt me or bring me down, not even john or Kendall.

"i want to believe john, i want to believe that he loves me and wants to be there for me and my-our baby but its hard to even fathom the idea after all hes put me through. and what he called it when i told him!? he had no right!" i ranted
"i know, hes an idiot. you're absolutely amazing, blake. in every way possible. i mean look at you, you're beautiful and strong and smart and funny and i could just sit here for hours and talk of you and-" i cut brody off from talking. as our lips met i couldn't help but feel butterflies. i don't know what possesed me to kiss him, just the way he was talking about me and everything was so sweet.

As we kissed, brody pulled me on top of him and ran his hands up my shirt. i pulled away and looked down at him.
"i can't do this, you know that."
"i know, ive wanted to kiss you fot so long blake. i love you"
"oh Lord not you too"
"im sorry i shouldn't have let this happen, im gonna go" and my best friend left me there all by myself.

as i drove home, all i could think about was John. i need to talk to him. i need to know hes serious about being here with me and our baby.  but when i pull into my driveway, johns already here.

"h-hey" he stuttered
"hey, how are you?" i asked politely
"im good, i brought you flowers and chinese food. i overheard you telling sparrow at lunch you had been craving it"
"awe, thank you so much john."
"you're welcome. look blake i love you and this baby please let me be here. i don't want anyone else, its been killing me being without you the last 2 and half months"
"what about kendall john? shes pregnant too"
"she had a paternity test done, aiden parker is the dad not me "
"wait, seriously?!" i asked with happiness in my voice
"yes! blake i would rather be with you than any other girl out there, fuck those girls and the partying and drinking i want this"
"okay, come inside" i smiled "its freezing"

I immediately caught the glare of riley and evan as soon as john and i walked through the door.
"what the hell are you doing here?" riley roared
"calm down, riles, its okay. he's here to stay" i smiled
"you better be glad. and if you decide to leave her and that baby again, god help me i will hunt you down and murder you my own self."
"okay okay no need to worry bro, im not fucking with her.i love her and want to give her the best"
"good, it better stay that way." evan said

I walked past my brothers, glad for their protection over me but also a bit annoyed. i sat down at the table as john and i ate our chinese food. i was genuinely happy. happy for john to be back, happy for my baby and happy that i had chinese food. boy was i craving it.

John and i went to my room and watched hallmark christmas movies. those are honestly the best movies ever. i soon fell asleep in his arms and when i woke up the next morning, he was surprisingly still here with me.

i guess he meant what he said. he really was staying. and i am so happy for that.