46: Before You Start Your Day

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Thursday 5th August 1999

HARVEY'S P.O.V

Washington D.C.

TW: Mental health issues

It's just been over a week since John's funeral, my mental health has been deteriorating bit by bit since then, in clinical terms I have slipped into a state of depression because I just miss John and LJ a lot the only siblings I have left now are my sisters; Caroline, June and Audrey. It confuses me as to how a brood of six children can decrease down to four. Yes, I have been diagnosed with mild depression but please don't think that I have been self harming, I have been prescribed antidepressants to help me gradually overcome my state of depression. It seems that the only cure to ease the depression besides the antidepressants is my song writing I have been writing a song called Before You Start Your Day, that pretty much describes what the depression is doing to me and how I feel currently.

Open the slits in your face and start your day
You don't have much time to make your slits look just right

I'm in your mind
I'm singing
I'm in your mind
I'm singing la-da la-da la-da la-da la-da la-da da

Look in the mirror and ask your soul if you're alright
Put on the glitter that your soul hides behind

You're in my mind
I'm singing
You're in my mind
I'm singing la-da la-da la-da la-da la-da la-da da

Know you were made holy
Open up your eyes and see
The clouds above will hold you
The clouds above will sing

Ah

And in your mind
You're singing la-da la-da la-da la-da la-da la-da da
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*All rights go to: Twenty One Pilots
Written by: Tyler Joseph*

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