Forgotten Love [Nicholas Alexander Chavez]

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See I've wanted you here, all along but my fear
Just keeps haunting, me won't let me go
So it's hard to say "I love you"

Nicholas.
*1 week later*

"Nick, good morning I have some good news for you." Mary says as she comes into my room with my nurse.

"Morning guys. Do I get discharged today?" I asked as I sit up.

"Thats the good news." She says as she reveals fresh clothes of mine for me.

"Thank you." I say relived.

My nurse takes my last vitals before she takes off my IV and puts a bandaid over it then turns off the machines. I swing my legs over my bed hesitant to get up like I always have been, but do anyways.

"You've got this, there you go." Mary says encouraging me just like how Robin would.

"You are Robins twin." I say and she smiles at me as she hands me my clothes.

"Probably the one-hundredth time I've heard that from you." She says chuckling.

"It's true when I first met you and Rylie I was just so taken back by how much you guys looked alike, despite the beautiful various skin tones, and then when I got to know you guys is when you guys really freaked me out, especially you and Robbie." I say and she smiles at me, "speaking of...has Ry came to see her?"

"Yeah...the second day of you two being unconscious together and she could hardly stand it. She couldn't even go inside of her sisters room she was so broken Nick. Now she just waits at home she won't even go back on her work trip in Milan." Mary sighs in disappointment, "but I'll wait for you outside your room, your mom asked me to come a get you."

"Thank you." I say and I slowly walk into the bathroom to change.

I brush my teeth while I was in here and I look at myself in the mirror holding myself up with the handle on the wall next to me. I still looked so beaten up. My face pale and dried tears from my face from crying so much the past week. The scar that was just below my bottom lip that was going to be there forever. This is still a nightmare to me and I still don't know what was making Robin speed or what made her distracted as they say she was since she ran a red light.

"Hun, you okay?" No.

"Yeah, here I come." I lied as I opened the door seeing Mary with worry across her face.

"You worried me, I thought you had passed out or something." She says.

"I'm okay, I promise." Mentally, I wasn't, "before we leave can I just please see Robin...alone."

"Yes, I'll wait in the waiting room." She says, "do you need help over there?"

"No, ma'am." I shake my head, as I would go there every night and speak to her hoping, praying she would say something back to me, but getting no response.

I walk out of my room walking stiffly to her room as I always would, but walking better than the first time I went over there by myself.

When I reached her room I opened the door and felt a wave of depression and sadness go through me as I wanted to just cry in front of her. It's just so hard to see the person you love so much in this position, you'd take their spot any day because you care about them so much.

"Babygirl..." I whispered to myself as I pulled the same chair up next to her bed.

Both of my hands grabbing her cold lifeless hand that only gets colder every day, like death. I kiss her hand and bend my head down saying the same prayer I always would when I started to come into her room before speaking to her.