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Do you care, do you care?
Why don't you care?
I gave you all of me
My blood, my sweat, my heart, and my tears
Why don't you care, why don't you care?
I was there, I was there, when no one was
Now you're gone and I'm here



*im just using that random photo of shawn mendes*

Robin.

***
"Oh Nicky this is so beautiful." I say looking around the skyline of Chicago.

"All made just for you." He tells me and my stomach does flips.

I wrap my arms around him and kiss him passionately. Smiling in between.

"I'm so happy." I whispered to him.

"Me too." He tells me.

We sit down together on top of a comfortable blanket with fluffy white pillows and I prop myself up with my arms as he lays on my stomach. With one hand I run my fingers through his incredibly soft hair. My fingers not getting tangled up in them at all.

We watched the sunset as we ate and talked about any random thing in the world. Then when it got dusk dark Nicholas gets up, turns off the lights that surrounded us.

"Don't turn your phone on or you'll miss it." He says as he sits back down next to me, but lays all the way down on his back

"Miss what?" I asked and he pulls me down with him.

"Look up at the sky." He says and I do as told mesmerized by the sight.

"Wow." I whisper.

The amount of start I saw were breath taking. We pointed out a bunch of constellations, like the Big Dipper, and the Virgo which is his astrology sign, also the Scorpius which was mine.

"I love you Robin and I'm so in love with you." He blurts out of nowhere and I look at him.

"I love you Nicholas, so much." I say as I grab his hand.

He leans in and kisses me and I get on top of him. I take off my shirt and unbotton his. It gets intense and he sits up grasping on my ass, touching and caresses my body. He lays me down on my back and kisses and sucks on my neck with his hands on the sides of me. I open my eyes, moaning, as I looked at the stars, mesmerized. In love with Nicholas Chavez.

***

I open my eyes seeing the sun was barley coming up and I was sleeping with Ryan next to me. I looked over at him, sound asleep and I quietly get out of bed. I go into the dresser and grab clothes and shoes to change into. I go into the bathroom and do my daily morning routine as quietly as I could. Then I leave the room and go downstairs. I look at my pills hesitant to grab them, but I did anyways and I made my way outside.

I get into my car and drove off in town. It was quiet out here. Barley anybody out. I look at the time seeing 5:30am. I had so much on my mind and I wanted to talk to Nicholas because I had that same dream again and I had questions plus I wanted to apologize for yesterday.

I forgot where he lived so I just thought he'd be at the gym and I was right. Why does this guy basically live in the gym. I didn't know if he just got there or not because I didn't want to interrupt him, but I had to talk to him. I get out of my car feeling a breeze of the morning air hit me and i fast walk over to the door.

No one was in here besides Nicholas and two other people.

I didn't know how I was going to approach him, he seemed stressed about something. He was doing bench press so I walked over to him. 380s on both sides by himself was impressive. When he stopped and put the bar on the handle he just lays there, sipping his water.

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