Being Enthralling

10. I was just Fascinated.

It was the fall of 2013

I was waiting for Jane near the garden just next to our home.

I hear noises coming from a particular direction,

Which I was avoiding seeing deliberately,

Because I knew it was his zone now.

Though it is technically my area and he's an outsider,

Whatever.

Then I felt as if someone just said my name,

So ultimately I turned around to see.

And then I desperately wanted to hit that douche repeatedly with a hammer.

Ughhhh Asshole.

That douche was his friend Derek.

I fucking hate that guy.

On top of it, he was actually giving me a goofy smile, seriously?

I wanted to break his teeth with a rock!

From my peripheral vision, I can see that

He was standing next to my right side, but I didn't want to face him or to look at him.

But I did anyway,

One look and I can't catch my breath,

My heartbeat skyrocketed just by looking at him.

Now when I think back to those days the only word rings is,

"STUPID!"

What a dumbass idiot I was,

Now that I see things clear, I can finally come to the conclusion that I never actually had any hard feelings for him.

I guess I was just fascinated with the idea of being in love.

The idea of being in love excited me.

But most importantly, I was in love with the idea of being in a relationship.

I was too young and naive to understand what love is.

And I thank God again and again that nothing happened between us because of the miss understandings.

"Why?"

Katherine asked over the phone.

"I don't know.

When I saw that discomfort look on his face, I actually felt good."

"You sound so creepy right now."

"I'll take this as a compliment Stella," I replied while opening Instagram on my Tab.

"Do whatever is good for your soul." Aria said.

"Right now I'm stalking Scott's Instagram Account,
Which I must say is not good for my soul."

"What?"

"Are you serious?"

"You've got to be kidding me."

Stella, Aria and Katherine said at a time.

"There are no pictures of him with any girl,

Is he gay?"

"Maybe." Said Stella.

"What if he has a small Dick that's why he is not getting any girlfriend?" Katherine the legend asked.

"Just because he is not posting any pictures with girls doesn't make him gay."
Aria concluded.

Then the most horrible thing happened.

"HOLY SHIT"

I Screamed.

"What happened?." Three of them asked.

"Fuck this so EMBARRASSING!"

"DON'T SCREAM!"

"MOMMY NOT NOW!"

"Helllllooooo we are still waiting."

"I accidentally double-tapped one of his pictures."

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