If We Could Only Turn Back Time

If We Could Only Turn Back Time Chapter 18

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Nialls POV:

As I reached the surface, I gasped for air.

"Rosie?!"

I turned around and saw her with Harry.

Kissing.

Quite passionately.

"ROSE?! HARRY?!" I yelled, anger rising in me

Rose broke away from the kiss, looking confused and dazed, "What the hell?!"

She got out of the pool, running as fast as she can

Harry and I got out, but before Harry could run inside, I yanked him back, making him fall on his butt.

"WHAT THE FUCK NIALL?!" Harry got up, shoving me

"DONT FUCKING PLAY WITH ME HARRY. HOW DARE YOU KISS MY GIRLFRIEND?! MY ROSE?! HOW DARE YOU?!" I shoved him back

"BECAUSE I KNOW I COULD BE BETTER FOR HER! I LOVE HER TOO. I WONT HURT HER LIKE YOU DID, OR FUCKING PUSH HER!"

That was it.

We both lifted our fists, but before we could make contact with eachother, I was pushed back by Zayn, and Harry was pushed back by Lou and Liam.

"YOU WONT FUCKING LOVE HER THE WAY I DO! SHES MY EVERYTHING. I LOVE HER HARRY! ALL YOU'LL DO IS MAKE HER FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU, FUCK HER, AND LEAVE HER FOR SOME SLUT. SO DONT FUCKING ACT INNOCENT HARRY! YOULL NEVER HAVE THE LOVE I HAVE FOR HER. YOULL NEVER HAVE HER. SHE. IS. MINE." I yelled at him, trying to push out of Zayns grip

"SHE DOESNT KNOW WHAT SHE WANTS! SHE COULD LOVE ME! I WOULD TREAT HER RIGHT! IF I REMEMBER, SHE KISSED ME BACK NIALL! SHE KISSED ME BACK."

I broke out of Zayn's grip, running inside the house to find Rose.

I took the stairs two steps at a time and barged into our room. I saw Rose in a corner, balled up, her arms covering her face.

"Rose?!" My voice grew, alarm in it

"Niall...p-please don't hurt me! Im sorry! please dont hurt me!" She sobbed and shielded her face. My expression softened

"Rosie...I wasn't going to hit you." I tried to reach out to her but she moved away from my reach

"R-Rosie?" My voice cracked

Still no response.

"Rosie please. please don't shut me out. Please Rosie. Please." I begged

Even though I don't want to, I have to give her space. Everyone needs space. Everyone.

"I guess I'll give you some space..." I surrendered. i hated the way my voice sounded. It was weak and sad.

Rose finally moved and walked over to the door, opening it for me.

She waited patiently for me to get out.

I grabbed a pillow, and walked out of the door.

"I love you." I said as the door was closing

It finally shut, and I lost it. I slid down our door, letting all the tears fall.

I heard sobbing from the inside too.

"Rose, please let me in." I begged again

I just heard more crying.

The one thing I craved was to hold her in my arms and kiss her.

I got up, and tried to open the door. But it was locked. I finally surendered, but i wasnt giving up. I walked downstairs and laid on the couch in the living room, thinking about us.