If We Could Only Turn Back Time

If We Could Only Turn Back Time Chapter 20

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Nialls POV:

She left me. She seemed fine this morning. We made love last night. Not sex. Love. Completely different. She seemed fine...happy even. I'm breaking down. Falling apart. I want her back. No, I need her back. She loves me she said, so she'd take me back....

...Right?

4 Months Later:

"Rose? Are you all packed?" I heard my room mate Bethany call out

"Yeah! I can't believe it's summer already!" I yelled to Beth, who was in the bathroom

"I cant believe its almost Christmas," Her voice softened, "I heard the boys are gonna be in Cali... Are you going to see them?"

Beth has known about my past and she is a big 1D fan.

"..i dont know." I chewed on my red and green finger nails

"Did Sarrah or Elena say anything about them?" Beth walked into the room, her hair in a high sleek ponytail

"Sarrah said Zayn told her that Niall wants to see me...he misses me apparently." I mumbled, looking down at the floor

"I think you should see them." She suggested

"I-i dont know. Alot of things have happened and i dont know if I'm ready."

"Well, its ultimately up to you."

"Yeah I know. Are you ready to go back to New York?" I changed the subject

"Oh yeah! Ive missed Austin! And the snow!" she pouted

Austin has been her boyfriend since the 9th grade and theyre absolutely the cutest thing

"You guys are too cute." I grinned at her

"Rosaline!" I heard our dorm master (A/N: I know theres a word for head of the dorm...but i forgot. so im just calling her the dorm master lmao)

"Yes?"

"Sarrahs here. Time to go hun."

I got up, lifting two suitcases with me and a pillow under my arm.

"Well, I'll see you soon Beth. Tell Austin I said hi. I love you. Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year." I hugged my best friend

"You too babe. You too. See you soon." Beth hugged me back, then let me go

I walked out the door, blowing her a kiss.

As I walked down to Sarrahs car I thought.

I'll be seeing Niall and Harry again.

I wonder what'll happen.

I wouldn't blame them if they won't forgive me for what ive done.

But hey, New Years is a start for forgiving and starting fresh right?