If We Could Only Turn Back Time

If We Could Only Turn Back Time Chapter15

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Roses POV:

Hand in hand felt different...but nice and comforting. We headed to McDonalds, and i sat down in one of the booths while Harry ordered our ice cream. i checked my phone, looking to see if there were any texts from Niall.

No new messages.

i felt a tug at my heart, a frown on my face.

He really didnt care about me at all...not even after i gave away the best gift i could give him.

Harry slid into the seat across from me, Hot fudge sundaes in his hands and a smile on his face.

"Hey!" He grinned

"Thanks for this Harry." I smiled back

"Any texts from Niall?" Harry asked, taking a big scoop of the ice cream

"nope.." i said quietly to myself, tears threatening to spill from my eyes

Harry placed a hand under my chin, and leaned foward, placing a gentle kiss on my lips.

I shivered at the feeling.

This was wrong.

But i could feel the love he had for me in the kiss.

I didnt feel broken anymore.

It was as if Harry healed and fixed every part of me to make my broken heart whole again, and thats what i needed.

Is this love? Or is the love i had with Niall real love?

I broke away from the kiss, and looked down at my ice cream.

Hurt flashed across Harrys face, "I-im sorry. i didnt mean to do that."

"Dont apologize." I mumbled, taking a spoon full of ice cream, "it was perfect." i added quietly

i had to admit, butterflies were flying around in my stomach, and i loved the feeling.

Harry smirked happily to himself, and reached across the table to hold my hand

After a few more stolen kisses and laughs, we finished our ice cream and walked out.

i felt safe. loved. wanted. trusted.

Harry was different.

As we walked back to the house, we approached the door, seeing as it was locked.

"Shit. i forgot my key." Harry said as he ran his fingers through his hair

"Then i guess we'll have to sneak in!" I grabbed his hand, running threw the backyard. We stood right under Harrys window, looking up at it. There was a vine and some places in the wall to place your foot in.

"Ill go first to make sure its safe, okay?" Harry said

"okay." I smiled at him, and he smiled back

Instead of climbing the wall,he rammed his lips into mine.

I tangled my fingers through his hair, and his hands found the skin above my waist.

I felt like i was on fire.

Too soon, he broke apart, qnd began to climb the wall. I kept in mind the steps he took, and soon enough, Harry was inside

"Alright Rose, Be careful!" Harry warned

"I think i got her." i heard a familiar voice behind me

I turned around to see Niall there, looking drunk

"Niall get away from her." Harry yelled from the top

"I-its fine Harry...Niall and I need to talk." I said to Harry, but my eyes were on Niall

"Do you still love me?" Niall slurred

"yes." I told him,

"Rose. Im so sorry with what happened. I loooooove you. FOREVER! AND I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW! I LOVE ROSE AND ILL NEVER LEAVE HER OR HURT HER AS LONG AS I LIVE!" Niall shouted at the top of his lungs

I was speechless

Then i saw a tear roll down Nialls face:

"I love you Rosie. Youre so beautiful to me. Please dont leave me."

I looked up at Harry, then back at Niall.

I sat down on a nearby rock near the waterfall, and told them everything on my mind:

"I-i just need some time Niall...and Harry. I love you...both...so so much. but what happened was uncalled for. You really hurt me Niall. I gave my virginity to you. You thought i didnt love you. How could you possibly think that? I love you to the moon and back. but what happened...it brought back the hurt and pain i felt before all of this happened...but i still love you." i gestured to Niall and Harry

"Harry was the one to chase after me, when i thought you was. He made me smile through a broken heart, and i didnt even know he was fixing it, piece by piece. He didnt want to know about my past because my past is my past. He wanted to make me happy again, even if i didnt want to be. It was just a thing harry came with. He made me forget everything bad thats ever happened to me. I felt safe and loved... I love him. I love Harry."

I finished, spilling out my inner most thoughts and feelings.

Niall even looked sobered up after my whole "speech".

He plopped on the rock next to me, grabbed my face in his hands and kissed me. He tasted of alcohol, heart break, and damage. Our tongues tangled together and our hands were in eachothers hair. It was as if we were saying qll the words we left unspoken through the kiss. Niall broke away.

"Wow." was all i could say. I was so confused right now. Two boys who love me kissed me in one day. and i loved them.

but i had to make a decision once and for all.

"Niall i love you." I took his hand, a smile across my face.

I looked up at Harrys heart broken face.

"Stay here Niall." I released his hand, and climbed the wall.

"If you fall, ill be there to catch you. i heard niall say from below me, his words meaning a double meaning. Soon enough, i was on Harrys window, and he was pulling me up.

"Harry, i do love you. i really do..you mean alot to me. and i dont want to lose you. Please forgiv-" I was immediately shut uo by Harrys lips against mine.

I already knew this kiss all too well ; it was The Goodbye.

we broke apart, his hands caressing my face.

"so beautiful..." he murmured to himself

"Ill always be here for you. Even though im not your boyfriend. But i will be your best friend." Harry gave a sad smile

"Thank you Harry. I love you." I said one last time, kissing him again

"And i love you." Harry kissed me back

With a sad smile that matched Harrys, I left his room. I unlocked the front door, letting Niall in.

All i can say about the rest of the night is that make up sex is awesome ;D

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