If We Could Only Turn Back Time

If We Could Only Turn Back Time Chapter 21

i havent been updating as much because: 

1) highschool started -.- 

2) i moved "/  

3) all the classes and studying and stuff 

but i really hope you understand. i love you guys. sorry if this chappie is sucky :'(  

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Niall:

I stood there, looking into her eyes trying to find joking in them or something.

But there was nothing.

Rosie was serious.

Oh my God, she's pregnant.

WAIT SHE'S PREGNANT!

IM GONNA BE A FATHER!

"Rosie! Im so happy for us! Im gonna be a Dad and youre gonna be a Mom!" I shouted in joy, pulling her into a hug

But for some reason, Rosie didn't seem as enthusiastic.

"Whats wrong?" I asked softly

"Niall...I have 4 months left to live." She whispered, tears building into her eyes

Oh God, oh no no no. My baby girl or boy is in her..and she won't be able to see the world.

"Oh...is there anything we can do?" I put a hand on her stomach, feeling alittle roundness

She simply shrugged, "I dont know Nialler."

I pulled her into a hug, never wanting to let her go. Why did she have to have cancer?! It wasn't fair! Rosie, My Rosie, deserves to live. We could have the baby, get married, and start a family... But it just doesn't work out that way.

She pulled away and suddenly brought her lips to mine, making me feel like I was on Cloud Nine. She was perfect for me and I loved her so much, even more then my life.

We broke apart, foreheads touching our breathing uneven.

"Niall...If you could forgive me...and maybe get back together that'd mean alot." She whispered

"I'd be crazy if I didnt say no." I pulled her into me, our lips pressed together, feeling complete.

I was no longer lonely and sad; I had my Rosie back.

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Niall:

"So you all must be wondering why youre all gathered here today." I addressed my friends and family on the couch

"Er yeah mate." Liam said awkwardly

Everyone looked so confused and anxious

"Well, I think Rosie should tell the news." I squeezed her hand

"H-hi everyone." She said, quietly

A murmered Hi's and Hello's filled the room

"Well, Niall..Well I'm...well we....Okay im pregnant." Rosie spit out nervously

"WHAT?!" everyone yelled all at once

"IM HAPPY FOR YOU GUYS!" Louis smiled

Harry smiled too, but you can see in his eyes that he was upset; I'd have to talk to him later

"Niall! How could you be so irresponsible?" my mum said sternly, as I had decided to put her on a phonecall, not wanting her to feel left out

"I'm sorry mum. But Rosie wasnt finished with the news." I said with a small, sad smile

Rosie squeezed my hand once more before speaking, "As you all know, I have Cancer and only have 4 more months to live."

Everyone stared back at Rose with blank expressions, not entirely understanding it.

"A baby takes 9 months to deliver." My voice cracked slightly as I continued for Rose, thinking about how I could have a little boy or a princess there...

"Oh my God." my mum cried out

"Oh no." Sam put her hands in her hair, Liam comforting her

Harry got up and out of the room. I took off after him. I saw him outside on the steps, his head resting on his arms, looking down.

"Mate?" I sat down next to him

"How could you?" Harrys voice filled with anger, shocking me, "YOU KNEW DAMN WELL THAT THIS COULDVE HAPPENED. NOW LOOK AT ROSE! SHE'S GETTING WEAKER BY THE DAY. YOU BASICALLY SET UP A CHILD TO DIE NIALL." Anger tears slid down his face, his eyes red

I stood there, letting his words fill my brain. As much as I hated what he had said... he was right. Every word was right. There were no words to say back to Harry. Nothing at all.

Harry threw a bitter laugh, "Ha. You even know I'm right." He shook his head

Rose came bounding outside, concern on her face. She looked between the two of us, and I did notice how she's gotten skinnier.

"Everything alright? I heard yelling?" Rose asked, looking at us both

Harry laughed bitterly again, shoved his hands in his pockets, and walked away from us.

"Harry?" She cried out

He didn't even turn around for her. He kept walking, disappearing into the dark night

She watched him walk away, till he was out of sight.

"You still love him, don't you?" I ask her

She whipped her head around to me; her eyes had tears in them and her lip was quivering. She sobbed, harder and fell to her knees.

She didn't have to say it, but she still did love him. But she still loved me.

I walked over to her, taking her into my arms as I comforted her. I rocked her, placing soft kisses on her head.

I don't know how long we stayed like this, but it didnt matter. I just wanted her to feel okay.

Rose had begun to shiver.

"Lets get you inside where its warm, okay?" I suggested

She nodded as I lifted her in my arms. She was soon fast asleep, even though it was literally a 5 second walk. I laughed to myself. I headed up towards her room, laying her down onto her bed. I tucked sheets around her, making her warm. I placed one last kiss on her forehead and walked out of her room and into Zayns.

"Hey mate." I sighed, landing onto his bed, face first

"Hey." Zayn rubbed my back, "Wanna talk about it?"

I nodded into the sheets. I rolled over and hugged a pillow to my chest.

"I really fucked up." I confessed

"No you didn't mate. It was just...wrong timing I suppose." Zayn shrugged

"But Harry was right; I basically set that baby up to die."

Zayn stood silent for a moment, "You never know what'll happen mate. You just have to hope for the best."

"Maybe the Cancer will stop?" I sighed

"See? There might be hope." Zayn smiled slightly

"Thanks for everything mate." I hugged him tight, "I don't know what I'd do without you."

"Im always here. Now go and get some rest." Zayn said, letting his arms fall from my body

I walked out of the room, shutting the door. I climbed into bed with Rose, hugging her closer to me.

Maybe everything will be okay.