If We Could Only Turn Back Time

If We Could Only Turn Back Time Chapter 11

hi guys. another chappie, its thundering and im scared shitless D: 99 degrees and thunder and lightning dont mix well. *becomes dramatic* if i die, know that *sniffle* I LOVE YOU ALL XXXXX

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I wake up with our legs intertwined and a steady heartbeat. Life is good. I turn to Niall and see his mouth slightly open, and his eyes closed. I stiffle a giggle and look at the angel next to me. He was so beautiful and officially mine. I lift my hand up to stroke his cheek, but stop. I want to cherish the moment. These are the moments i live for.

Niall is the man that helps me forget about my past.

The man that makes me feel beautiful.

The soft melody of the piano begins to play in my head.

"I should ink my skin with your name

And take my passport out again

And just replace it

See I could do without a tan

On my left hand,

Where my fourth finger meets my knuckle

And I should run you a hot bath

Fill it up with bubbles"

I smile to myself, thinking how deeply im in love with him.

"'Cause maybe you're loveable

Maybe you're my snowflake

And your eyes turn from green to gray

And in the winter I'll hold you in a cold place

And you should never cut your hair

'Cause I love the way you flick it off your shoulder"

He shuffles a bit, wrapping his arm tighter around my waist, pulling me closer to him. I love him.

"And you will never know

Just how beautiful you are to me

But maybe I'm just in love

When you wake me up"

His eyelashes flutter against his cheek, and i pray he doesnt wake up just yet. I love watching him sleep. I love him.

"And would you ever feel guilty if you did the same to me

Could you make me a cup of tea

To open my eyes in the right way

And I know you love Shrek

Because we've watched it 12 times

And maybe we're hoping for a fairytale too

And if your DVD breaks today

You should've got a VCR

Because I've never owned a blue ray, true say"

I go closer to him, breathing in his scent. I'll never get tired of that peppermint smell. For as long as i live. I love him.

"I know I've always been shit at computer games

Because your brother always beats me

And if I lost, I go across and chuck all the controllers at the TV

And then you laugh at me

And be asking me

If I'ma be home next week

And then you lie with me till I fall asleep

And flutter eye lash on my cheek between the sheets"

Its funny actually, how a person can walk into your life and steal your heart. & how funny it is that you fit together like a puzzle piece. Maybe Niall was my soul mate...maybe we knew eachother in the past life. But i know one thing is for sure, I love him.

"And you will never know

Just how beautiful you are to me

But maybe I'm just in love

When you wake me up"

I carefully lift my hand up to his hair, running my fingers through it gently. He moans an approval and smiles, snuggling deeper with me. I smile myself. I love him.

"And I think you hate the smell of smoke

You always try to get me to stop

But you drink as much as me

And I get drunk a lot

So I take you to the beach

And walk along the sand

And I'll make you a heart pendant

With a pebble held in my hand

And I'll carve it like this necklace

So the heart falls where your chest is

Now a piece of me is a piece of the beach

And it falls just where it needs to be

And rests peacefully

So you just need to breathe to feel my heart against yours now

Against yours now"

I wish time would slow down for us, but life doesnt work that way. Its minutes laying with him like this, minutes taken from my very short life. But i dont mind. This is how i want to spend it. I love him.

"Maybe I'm just in love when you wake me up

Maybe I'm just in love when you wake me up

Maybe I fell in love when you woke me up"

I just listen now, to his heartbeat against mine. I feel the warmth of our bodies pressed against eachother. I lean up and kiss him softly. His electric blue eyes meet mine, and so does a smile that could light up the world.

Looking into those eyes, i think to myself, does the ocean ever envy his beautiful blue orbs?

Looking into his eyes, i whisper, "I love you."

"I love you too."he whispered against my lips

Nothing could beat this moment. I was in the state of happiness, and i couldnt be disturbed.

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Short chapter, but sweet and heartfelt :) i hope you guys like it!