After the Storm//Poetry

3|Empty

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I want more than just a text here and there
I wish to hear her voice not just here
I want to hear it everywhere

I feel conflicted all inside
I don't know if it's right
Or if I'm wrong

I'm willing to do what it takes
To make you smile
Because that's all I am

I'm nothing but a person wanting another to be happy
I could care less about myself
I care about her the most

I wish for her the best
But I don't know if I'm doing this right
Am I doing it for her or for me?

I feel like an idiot
Walking around blind
I don't know who I am...

But I've never known
I don't know
Maybe I never will

But all I know is that she brought me closer
She brought me closer to knowing who I am
She brought me closer to knowing me

And that's something that matters a lot
I means more than my words
It means the world to me

She means the world to me
And I don't want anyone to take her away from me
But what if I'm that person?

What if I'm the one who's taking her away?
I push everyone away
I shove them to the side because I'm scared

I've never had good friends
All my friends leave me
I mean nothing to them

I'm nothing but a bump on a log
And that hurts
I wish I meant more

But I don't know what I am
Or who I am
I just feel... empty
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