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I miss it
The late nights texting
And talking to herI miss it
Her wonderful smile
And her soft voiceI miss it
The times we spent together
And the happiness that we gave each otherWill I ever get it back?
Will it ever be the same?
Will I ever get to hear her voice?She wants to keep distance between us
I want to become close again
But she won't let me come that closeI understand that she's breaking
I know that she's hurting
I wish she'd let someone inIt doesn't have to be me
I just want her happy
But it's hard nowHe broke her
He broke the person I care most about
I don't want to hate him but how can I not?He hurt her
He made her cry
It reminds me of myselfI've made her cry
And I've hurt her too
So I can't do thisI can't hate him
Not when it reminds me of me
The pain, the tearsI just wish it could've been different
That he didn't have to make her hurt like this
I wish she could be happyShe says he's her everything
I know what she means
Because she's mineShe's my everything
I care too much about her to let my own feelings get in the way
So I push myself aside and put her at the centerI want her happy
I want to make her happy
I don't want her to be like thisBroken and teary eyed
I want to see her smile
I want her to be happy more than anythingI'm trying to make her happy
Because her happiness matters to me
She matters to meI wonder if she knows how much she matters to me
She means more than she realizes
I have such a special place for her in my heartI love her
She's my friend
She's my familyShe's saved me too many times
She shouldn't have to save me
But she didAnd she matters
She means more than my words
She means that much to me
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After the Storm//Poetry
PuisiI'm constantly wondering How long it will last But they tell me for sure That this storm will pass *** asterisks will be used for trigger warnings