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I've told myself
Convinced myself that I've moved on from you
But I know the harsh reality
That I'm still not over you
You were the reason I got up in the morning
The reason I felt like keep on going
I guess that wasn't enough for you
You left me
I'm alone now
I get emotional easily
Is that what you wanted for me?
I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you
I still hope your doing well
But I still have days of deep sadness
I still long to have someone to fill this gap in my heart
Maybe they are right
Maybe Jesus is my answer
But I'm still stuck
I feel like I'm being hypocritical
I feel like I'm lying
But I don't even know what I feel half the time
Am I a Christian?
I don't even know at this point
I wish you were here to show me the way
But your gone
I hope your still the strong, beautiful woman I knew back then
I miss you
Do you miss me?
I've cried way too much
And I feel like I have no reason to live
You used to be my reason
What do I do now?
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After the Storm//Poetry
PoesíaI'm constantly wondering How long it will last But they tell me for sure That this storm will pass *** asterisks will be used for trigger warnings
