You're Mine • VHOPE ✔

Jealousy

I returned from Burn The Stage a while ago, and it was amazing ♡ It was surely one of the moments of my life. A highlight this year.
I'm kinda mentally drained right now, my insecurity broke in when I saw so many ARMYs, everyone with their friends, in merch, while i looked potato. Everything was so intimidating and I got really nervous pfft. Not cool.

The chanting, enthusiasm, screams and everything was really cool tho ☆_☆ though it was a little awkward, everyone had friends they fangirled with and uh, i had dad but i hope he enjoyed it. I met this ARMY just beside our seats, she approached me asking 'ARMY? Bias?' and then i asked dad to exchange seats with me so we could talk and he enthusiastically did it. But no, we didn't exchange sns or anything, even tho she took a selfie with me xD

Today I hope, will be one of the memories that I'll cherish in the long run. Watching the reels amidst other ARMYs, it felt familiar, nice, warm and unreal.
I realized in between, that it's amazing how they've been aknowledged, and that I am seeing them on screen. Even though tomorrow I'll return to living the same life, this time I'm having has made me feel like I'm flying, and I want to be like this forever; in my euphoria, with BTS :)

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"Jungkook.. wait.." Taehyung was extremely nervous. They were hiding behind the corner of the hallway.

"Tae, come on." Jungkook sighed, holding his palm and pulling him. Taehyung pulled himself back, but his strength was less than that of Jungkook, now Tae was struggling to keep his ground; his feet brushed against the floor as the younger pulled him. Jungkook groaned, "Stop being such a kid!"

"I'm just.. not sure about this!" Taehyung yelled.

Jungkook let go of his palm, Taehyung stumbled backwards due to the force, "Why did you make the deal if you were going go resist like this? And it's not like I'm seducing you infront of him."

"Ah.. I-" Taehyung stuttered, not sure of what he should reply with.

"Are you sure you want him to think about you?" Jungkook gave him an intensely stern look. Taehyung nodded eagerly. Even Tae was surprised at his sudden eager reaction.

Jungkook smirked, "Then let's do this." He put his arm around Tae's shoulder and pulled him closer. Taehyung was a little uncomfortable and reluctant but he played along.

They came out of the corner and walked through the hallway. Taehyung's eyes was fixed on the pair standing nearby. When they got closer, Taehyung averted his eyes, and glanced back and forth to observe Hoseok's reaction without giving himself away. Hoseok did notice them, but his face did not show any expression, it was blank. Taehyung could feel the stare of the guy without even looking at him.

Jungkook and Taehyung, both closely walking together, turned at the end of the corridor, disappearing from the sight of the guy that glared at them in the hallway. It felt like a breather for Taehyung, it gave him such an adrenaline rush that he felt light-headed now.

"Did you look at that?!" Jungkook grinned. Taehyung smiled and nodded. Maybe he was jealous?

The bell rang, which meant the start of class after lunch break. Jungkook waved his hand, "I gotta go. See ya, Tae" he said and ran off to his class.

Taehyung felt contended at that moment, he was optimistic about it. But as he re-analyzed the scene again and again in his head throughout the rest of the school, his happiness slowly started drifting away; and was instead replaced with anxiety. That look.. was that really jealousy? He almost looked like he didn't care..