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"Well I wouldn't really say that it's a story , but basically... spending all that time in the orphanage not being allowed to curse grew on me.." I say shrugging.

"Oh ok.. well you're gonna start cussing again because you live with me and I'm supposed to influence you to do bad stuff . You can't act obedient or Alyssa will never get off your back." He says persuasively.

"Ok. But anyways .. the reason why I get called by my middle name "Autumn" now , is because my family always admired that name even though I hated it. And now that they're dead , I feel like it just feels right to get called what they would've rather called me.." I say as I feel tears form in my eyes.

"If I would've told Leo to stay with me , he would've still been alive . It's all my fault he's dead . I wish it would've been me" I add on then I roll in a ball on my bed and start bawling.

"Iris shut the fuck up. You just finna annoy me doing allat .. It's not your fault he's dead and there's nothing you can do to change it either.. I promise you.. I wish I could go back in time to fix my mistakes too.. but we can't ! We have to live with it and just hope to never make them again." He says then I hear him get off the ground and he sits near me on the bed and starts rubbing my back to calm me down.

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"Now I have to get rid of her." Alyssa whispers to herself as she lifts her head up from ease dropping and takes out her phone.

"Lemme try to find this Tevin Jones boy."

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Autumn
I attempt to kick Jahseh in the chest but I fail miserably when he grabs my leg and flips me over and starts holding me down.

I manage to get out of his grasp and I get on top of him and grip his neck.

"Damn that's how you like it?" He says smirking then he winks at me.

"You already know." I say slightly smiling while panting out of breath.

"Ok now get off of me before I end up fucking you." Jahseh whispers in my ear making my face heat up.

"Ok now I'm obviously finna stay right here." I say rolling my eyes while laughing.

He picks me up from on his lap and throws me on my bed.

"Ight I'll just fuck you right here then." He says while rubbing my thigh.

"Yeah... bet." I say biting my lip.

The door suddenly swings open, startling us.

"What are you guys doing in here?" Alyssa asks.

"None of yo business man. Why you just barging up in here?" Jahseh says catching a attitude then sits on the bed near me.

Alyssa glares at him.

"Go to your room!" She shouts pointing her finger towards the door.

"Dang.." I mumble sitting up.

Jahseh looks at me shocked that Alyssa just yelled at him then looks at her angrily.

"You ain't my mama so don't tell me what to do." He snaps rolling his eyes and then he scoots closer to me and puts his arm around my waist. I start to tense up and my face heats up again.

She angrily storms out slamming the door.

"Back to what we were doing before that skank walked in." He says caressing me.

"I can't. I gotta go cheer her up. I can't get kicked out of another foster home again." I say getting up and rushing out the room after her.