kiss my cuts ❥ poetry

relapse.

i thought i was better.
i really believed i was completely over you,
that when i see you in the halls of our school
i don't remember our past.
but for my false accusations,
i fell apart.

in my shower,
my tears flowed from my eyes freely.
my sobs muffled with the sounds of the water,
everything seems to lead back to you.

i want to enjoy a day
enjoy a song
enjoy a place
without remembering you.

i don't know what it is about you
but obviously i'm not over you.
i'm still emotionally attached
to the thought of what we could've been.

this time of year is the worst.
the change of seasons,
the cold weather,
it reminds me of you.
because this was our times.
the late winter nights were made for us.

-ends with you