kiss my cuts ❥ poetry

where are you ma.

mama,
don't you hear?
the sadness in my voice,
when i explain to you
why i didn't want to attend school
for the past two days
due to the lack of focus i have
caused by my sadness.

mama,
don't you see?
the sleeplessness in my eyes,
i recieved the previous night
i cried myself to bed
longing for a hug
that i could not get.

mama,
don't you understand?
the amount of time it takes me
to wake in the morning
dreading the fact that
i even woke again.

mama,
don't you know?
the nights you sleep perfectly still
your creation sobs into her pillow
wanting to be at peace
but her wish will never be granted.

mama,
i'm fucking tired.
i've had enough with all the bullshit
i've been put through.
i never knew one soul
could hate and love their mother
so much.

-bring me back to '02