kiss my cuts ❥ poetry

lost and found.

i disguised my hurt into other reasons,
although the main reason
for all my pain stood right in front of me.

re-read the verses in this book
and put our situation in your head,
now does it make sense?
it was never about a boy.

i recall the time we sat,
talking about this book.
you told me to edit the pages
as it seemed as if i was too beg for him
that he read these little poems
and told you he knew it was all about him.
but little did you fucking know
my heartbreak in this book wasn't caused by him
it was never about a boy who broke my heart.
my heartbreak in this poetry book
was caused by you.

heartbreak doesn't always mean
the boy who got away with breaking a girls heart.
it doesn't always mean
the girl is sad over the boy who left her.
and definitely not about
writing a whole damn book about him.

this book was written over a heartbreak
i couldn't escape,
it was a heartbreak i was forced to go home to
every single day.

-now the fire's gone