I'm going to do it. That's what I decided an hour ago. I skipped dinner because I'm not good with awkward situations so now I'm sitting in my room debating with myself on wether to go and tell Cameron that I want to do this or wait until tomorrow.
What if he decides to start the benefits right now?
Oh fuck it, I'm going right after I get some food. Finding some Oreo ice cream and a spoon I take it to Cameron's room with me. For him to be aware that I'm here so there's no repeat of last time I knock.
"Come in" he shouts. Stepping in to the door I'm glad to find him just watching tv.
"I decided" I walk over and sit beside him on the couch.
"And?" he ushers me on.
"Yes" sounding very confident but in the inside my stomach is full of butterflies and not the kind that's nice.
"So you want to do this?" he asks.
"Yes I want to do this" I tell him again.
"Okay and your definitely sure?"
"Yes I'm sure" I nod. He moves closer to me so close that i can smell him. Before I can stop my mouth.
"You smell like watermelon" a blush takes over my cheeks. Cameron lets out a laugh which I don't want to admit was adorable. When I look up at him he has his head rolled back, eyes closed with crinkles at the sides and his shoulders shaking from laughing. He turns towards me locking eyes he leans in. His lips cover over mine.
I begin to move my lips against his in a slow motion. His arms wrap around my waist and lifts me on to his lap so I'm straddling him. Feeling his tongue slide along my bottom lip I open my mouth to give him entrance. Quickly the pace changes from slow to fast and I hate to say this but this is the best kiss I've had. He gently lays me down on the couch with him hovering over me. The front of my shirt is tugged up to reveal my stomach, I shiver when he begins to rub soothing circles next to my belly button. I jump up when his hands go down to unbutton my shorts.
"What's wrong?" he asks urgently.
"I'm not having sex with you tonight Cameron" I tell him.
"Why not?" he asks growing angry.
"Because I'm tired, tomorrow maybe?" I ask.
"Stay with me tonight?" he offers.
"Did you not just hear me? I'm not having sex with you tonight" I huff in annoyance.
"I mean sleep beside me" he says.
"Oh okay, I'm going to go an get my pjs on then" in direction of the door Cameron grabs my arm and brings me back towards hi"m.
"I'll give you something" he walks away and comes back with a shirt and boxer shorts. Hesitantly taking the clothes I walk to the bathroom to change.
When I walk back out Cameron is already lying on his king size bed. He lift the covers up for me to get in. I slip in beside him, he pulls the covers over the both of us. His arm comes around my waist and pulls me more in to him.
"Night Scarlett" he kisses the back of my neck.
"Night Cameron" my voice comes out as a whisper already falling asleep.
The only thing running through my mind was I'm supposed to have sex with him tomorrow.
