Ice Heart

Saved by my Memories

My life was hell and i only Waited for the day I could finally die or the day Kum-Ji had enough of me and would kill me, I lost track of time as I lived with Kum-Ji my mind hazy because of the Wolfsbane. Would I ever see Yona and the others again, would my life be any different if I had continued my journey with them. Would it be okay for me to die and would I see you again? Hiryuu.

One time I had a new dream,

I was laying under a tree my head rested on Hiryuu's lap and he was stroking through my hair. It was peaceful and I enjoyed his touch, he smiled at me softly

„you need to wake up my Love, you can't die now. You still have a mission. On Earth there are still people who need you, people who love you. You can't give up now.“

„Hiryuu, I . . . I don't now if I can take this any longer, my body is hurt and my heart and soul are broken. I don't want to live any longer, please release me from this burden. Please take me with you, I want to be by your side again.“

„Emi-Ri my love, I don't remember you ever being this weak. That's not like you at all, you were always so strong. Your so beautiful and strong, your will to live and fight for the ones you love was one point I loved so much about you. And even after I couldn't be with you any longer, you never gave up. You found a new one to protect again, your not this weak little thing, you never were. And I want you to live too, it's still not your time. There are people who are fighting for you, people who love you. And I know that there is someone you will learn to love, remember the prophecy. An millennia old Heart, fragile like Glas; blooming, hurt and broken, swallowed by darkness. Slowly someone will take the pieces and put them back together until the flower of love will bloom again and save this dark Heart. You will find someone to save your heart, I'm sure you will.“

„but I don't want someone else, the only one I want is you.“

„but I can't be with you any longer, and I don't want to see you so sad anymore. I wish that you are happy as long as you live, I wish for you to open your heart for others and let the feelings your hiding for so long free. Please my love, promise me that you will be happy again.“

„i can't promise you that, I'm sorry “

„then promise me that you will try, try to let the people around you in your heart and promise me you will try to be happy.“

„even in a situation like this, I still can't win against you can I?“

„no you can't, and now wake up and fight“

„please let me stay with you, for just a little bit longer“

„you need to wake up again “

„Fight back“

„wake up“

'this voice. . . This isn't Hiryuu. . . This isn't a dream. . . Someone is calling out to me. . . It's warm and strong. . . Please don't pull me out of this dream. . . I want to stay with him. . . Just a little longer'

„go back my love and live your life, I will always love you“

„i love you too, I always will“

Hiryuu smiled and kissed me passionately before I could see him fainting away.

As I finally opened my eyes again it wasn't Kum-Ji I saw in front of me, He was laughing a little as he helped me to sit up.

„Your a really bad little Kitten, making me worry about you so much“

He joked but I couldn't even laugh at that, my vision and mind was still in a blurry

„please. . . The collar. . .“

He seemed to understand and took this thing of off my neck, I immediately felt I could breath again but my body was still weak.

„Can you walk?“

I tried to move on my own but I couldn't, He sight and picked me up in his arms. His arms felt so nice and warm, I didn't felt so save for so long. As I smelled the fresh night air my head started to clear immediately. It took a few seconds for my mind and eyes to clear but soon I could think a little more clearly, my body felt still a little weak but I could stand on my own.

„you okay?“

I was still clining to his shirt and he was still holding me around the waist, I hated to relay on him like this. I was sure if this is over he would never let me hear the end of it

„I think I'm okay now“

„to bad, I was just enjoying to Carry such a beautiful Woman like you in my arms“

„As Charming as ever, even in a situation like this“

„Oh so your finally admitting that I'm Charming, you can be so cute are you finally falling for me“

„one more word and I swear I will kill you as soon as I have my full strength back“

„so I have a chance as long as you don't “

„ I dare you“

He stuck out his tongue and smiled at me playfully and I couldn't help but to return that playful smile, but as I looked around and saw that everyone around us was fighting, I could see The blue dragon and . . .  'Is that Yoon in a dress? And Yona?'

„i hoped that I would get a reward after all I saved you just now“

I rolled my eyes and pushed him away, I leaned at the ship railing

„i don't think that this is the right time to talk about something like that, go and help the others I can handle myself“

„are you really sure?“

In his eyes I could see genuinely concern and I couldn't help but smile

„who do you think your talking to“

„if you say so, but maybe you should take this.“

He was holding my beloved sword, my Claw cloves and the leg belt with my throwing knifes out to me. I didn't know where he found them but I was unbelievable glad to have my weapons back, I took them and looked up at him.

„thank you, Jea-Ha“

He winked and jumped in to the air. I placed my leg belt around my right thigh and took my Claw cloves on, I draw my sword and stared to fight to. It wasn't as elegant as I used to fight but I could handle myself good enough