Ice Heart

Celebration

As we arrived at the Port of Awa Yoon helped me up and brought me to my Cabin, i set down on the bed and Yoon  took out his needle and thread and came over to me.

„Can you give me the sake on the table?“

„sure“

Yoon gave me the bottle and was kneeling down in front of me and looked at me for a moment, I took a big sip from the bottle  and then I nod to give him permission to start. As the needle pierced through my skin I flinched and hissed 'i knew this was a bad idea, shit that tickles'

„Don't move, I can't stich like that“ 

I took another sip from the Sake and closed my eyes to concentrate, I could feel my Body slightly trampling and every time I thought I couldn't take it anymore I took another sip. As Yoon finally was finished the bottle was empty and I was slightly tipsy, I let out a big sight of relief.

„never had thought that a tough Damon like you would be ticklish“

I stopped in my track and my eyes widen

„but it's kind of a relief, feels like your human after all“

Yoon made his way to the Door but he stopped

„Im really glad your alright, it was kinda lonely without you with us“

He wanted to go out but this time I stopped him

„Hey Yoon. . . If you tell someone about this, I will kill you“

He only turned his head around and stuck out his tongue at me before he left my room, I stood up carefully and took out some new cloth out of my wardrobe. It felt so good to have my own cloth on again, as I had changed I walked out of the deck and looked around. I saw everyone discussing some Party plans for the day and night, as I saw everyone bickering and laughing I couldn't help but smile. I placed my arms on the railing of the ship and watched them, my eyes suddenly catched Jea-Ha flirting with every Girl he could like always. I placed my head on my arms and looked down 'everything is over now' I wasn't really in the mood for a party so I walked back to my Room, I set down on the Bed and hugged my knees to my chest. As I closed my eyes I could see and feel Kum-Ji touching me, my body started to trample again, but after a while exhaustion took over me and I fall asleep. The next day it wasn't really different, preparation was made for the nights Party. At night I watched the other laugh, drink and eat together. I was standing a little away from them smoking my pipe, drinking and looking out at the ocean as I saw a familiar red head standing next to me

„What can I do for you Princess?“

„My friends and I decided to leave Awa tomorrow, would you please come with us again? “

„To be honest I was glad to see you all again, but I kinda started to like this life. . . But I also heared that Gi-Gan will disband the Pirates. . . What a Shame.“

„look Emi-Ri, I don't want to force you to come with us but I would be really happy if you would. You were always by my side, and I miss you not being with me.“

I looked at the stars and smiled

„You've grown up so much, I kinda miss the little clumsy girl that wanted so desperately to play hide and seek with me“

Yona chuckled at that and we stayed quiet for a while, that's when I heared Jea-Ha playing his Erhu behind us. I looked at him playing and for a moment our eyes meet, suddenly I couldn't stay there any longer.

„I will think about it Princess, please excuse me i will go back to my room“

Without waiting for an answer I went back to my room and closed the door behind me, I set down on my bed and hugged my knees to my chest. I still could hear Jea-Ha playing and I had to think about but the time I was with Kum-Ji, my eyes stared to burn and I couldn't hold back my tears. I hated myself that I was unable to do anything, that he could do what he wanted with me. I could still feel his touch and it made me sick, 'I wanted to take him down and because of that I made a deal with Gi-Gan but I couldn't repay my Dept to her, I was to WEAK. I was useless and on top of that it was my fault that Yona and the others were in danger, if I had fought more maybe I could have stopped by him before she got here. And now I'm sitting here and crying like a child, I'm so pathetic' suddenly my Door flow open and I looked up, I saw Jea-Ha standing there with two bottles of Sake and sake scales. He was smiling brightly, I turned my back to him and tried to wipe away my tears. I didn't wanted anyone to see me like this, and especially not him.

„Hey my little Kitten, come and drink with me“