Ice Heart

take me with you

As Jea-Ha was standing there smiling I turned around and tried to wipe my tears away. I didn't wanted him to see me so weak.

„leave me alone . . . Please“

I tried to sound so normal as possible but it was clear that my voice was shaking, I could feel him sit down next to me and I looked away.

„What happened?“

„ didn't you hear me, leave me alone“

I looked up and glared at him, one tear rolling down my cheek. Jea-Ha looked at me with serious eyes and without saying anything he pulled me into his arms and hugged me tight, my eyes opened wide and I as I felt his warm body and heared his steady Heartbeat I couldn't hold back and started to cry again. For a long while neither of us said a word and Jea-Ha simply let me cry in his arms, but then he broke the silence with his voice only a whisper

„Emi-Ri. . . What happened to you?“

I hasitaited and thought if I really should tell him what Kum-Ji did to me, what would he think of me after he knew? Would he behave the same around me? Would he look at me the same way he did before? And why did I even care about all of this so much?

„He . . .“

I still hasitaited but I felt never so save like I felt in his arms right now, I took a deep breath.

„He raped me“

I pressed the word out in between my sobs and tears and I could feel Jea-Ha tense up as he heared me say this, I felt his Body Shaking slightly and I could feel rage burning inside him

„He is lucky Yona killed him so quickly. . .“

He hugged me more tightly and I pressed my face on his chest, I was blushing like hell but in this moment I didn't care at all. Jea-Ha was right, Kum-Ji was gone and he would never hurt me or anybody else ever again. Jea-Ha stayed with me for the rest of the night and after a while I stopped crying and we started drinking, Jea-Ha told me about what happened as I was gone and about how brave Yona was collecting some plants as a Challenge for Gi-Gan. 
As the Sun slowly stared to rise Jea-Ha made his way to his own room, but before he was gone I spoke up to him.

„I will leave Awa together with Yona. . .“

He didn't turned around but I heared the amusement in his voice

„I assumed you would say something like this“

He left my room without saying anything more, for a moment I was still sitting on the bed and starring at the Door as I suddenly realized what had happened. I felt heat rushing into my whole face and I hide my face in my hands, I couldn't believe what just happened.

„Urg how emberresing “

I grabbed a big bag from under my bed and started to pack my things together, I got into the small bathroom and wanted to change but as I looked into the Mirro and was surprised. My hair had grown a lot more, I got under the shower and after that I changed and made my way outside