Unique Mate

~12~

~Ashley's POV~

I was ready to rip this girls head off. I growled at her and her smile dropped. She turned on her heels and skipped off. Something held me back from ripping her throat, maybe because I other people were around and if they say me hurt a member they would think I was a bad Luna.

I go up to an old woman who was feeding a little boy who looked to be 4 or 5. Werewolf pups grow faster than human kids so he only might be 3. I smile at her.

" Do you know where the Alpha might be, miss." I asked tapping her and the shoulder. She turned around and gave me a smile.

" The last time I saw him he was in his office." She said and looked back to the little boy who was waiting for his food with him mouth open. I give a chuckle and make my way to his office. I stop at the front of his office door contemplating whether or not to knock or not. I decided to surprise him so I didn't bother knocking. I swing open the door and gasp at what I saw next.

Adrian was leaned back on his chair while Tiffany was on top of him. Their lips were pressed against each others. One of Adrian's arms were around Tiffany's waist and his other hand was being used to hold the back of Tiffany's head, tangled in her hair. I feel like my heart was just ripped out of my chest and crushed in front of me. The pain was unbearable.

Their heads whipped in my direction when they heard the door finally close behind me. Tiffany had a evil smirk on her face as she looked at me. On the other hand, Adrian's eyes held so many emotions. Guilt, Regret, Sadness, Pain, Etc. I turn around not wanting to look at them anymore. I go to leave when I hear Adrian call my name.

" Ashley." I turn to look at him, the tears streaming down my face. I see him throw down Tiffany, she screams and lands on the floor with a thud. " Baby, it was nothing. Please, let me explain." He pleaded. My anger blinded me. He wanted to explain what I saw. I didn't need explimation. I know what I saw.

" What do you want to explain? The fact that you were kissing another girl. I bet you if I didn't come in you guys would have done a lot more. You can not say it was nothing because I saw you holding the back of her head so you lips wouldn't leave each others. AND NEVER EVER CALL ME BABY AGAIN! Your not my mate, a mate wouldn't do that. I can't believe you, you said you loved me. I guess it was all a lie." I say yelling at first but my voice cracked in the end. I ran out of the door hearing Adrian call after me. But I ignored him.

The tears never stopped. I run out of the house and shift not caring that my clothes shredded into pieces. I start running in a random direction. Trish was continuously whimpering in my head. She just laid there with her head on her paws. I ran around the pack grounds till dusk and I dreaded the thought of going back into that house that had Adrian inside. I never wanted to see him again. But deep down inside I loved him and I hated myself for that.

Either way, I start heading back to the pack house. It didn't take me too long, 10 minutes at least. I walk up the steps of the pack house. I didn't want to go in. But I powered through and opened the door. As soon as the door opened I was tackled to the ground by girls. The girls started questioning me all at once. Where i was and why did I leave and why didn't I tell them.

I didn't want to answer them. All I wanted to do was go to bed. I push them off of me and they hit the floor with a thud. I hear a lot of heys from them but I just walked away. I make my way to Conner's room and open the door. What I saw was the last straw I finally had nothing else to live for. 

On the bed, Tiffany laid half half naked with a Conner and his bare back facing me. Conner was kissing down her bare chest. For the second time today, my heart broke more. The tears flowed from my eyes like a rapid river. My heart felt like it was being stabbed every time Conner kissed Tiffany's body. My sadness turned to anger.

" WHAT THE HELL!" I scream at the top of my lungs, making them both jump and turn to me. Again, Tiffany wore that smug smirk, while Conner looked surprised. The same emotions that filled Adrian's eyes filled his. But I didn't care. I have now lost everything. Both of my mates, my parents and my will to live.

I turn on my heels and run down the hallway ignoring Conner who  was screaming my name. Trying to get me to go back to them so he could probably explain. Men. I run to Adrian's room. I swung the door open and ignored the fact that Adrian was crying on the bed. I ran to the bathroom and quickly locked the door behind me. I push my back against the door and fall. I sob loudly. Both, Adrian and Conner were banging on the door trying to get me to come out.

I drowned out their voices and sob louder. Through the mate bonds I knew that both of them could feel how I'm feeling and I didn't care. They hurt me beyond any pain I have ever experienced. I'm done with being hurt.

I stand up and walk over to the shower. I look into the shower and find what I want. A razor. I quickly take it apart and grab a blade. I let out a shaky breath. I sit back down and lay my arm out. I start making cuts. I hear the boys frantically banging on the door. I finally reach my vien. I start contemplating if this is what I really wanted? I ask Trish and Alexis.

"Should I do this girls?" I ask.

" Do it." They both say weakly.

I put the blood covered blade to my skin and slice. I takes a while before I start to feel dizzy. I feel myself starting to let go. This is it. The last thing I see before darkness consumes me is Adrian and Conner's worried faces as they finally break through the bathroom door.

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