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Ashton didn't expect Luke to kiss back.
First the blonde didn't realise what was happening, but when he did, the shy Hemmings kissed back. Their lips brushed harshly against each other and Ashton gripped Luke's bottom lip between his teeth sucking on it gently.
He let go of Luke's arms and instead he grabbed his waist pulling him closer while Luke slipped his tongue into Ashton's mouth. The blonde's hands tied into Ashton's neck and he moaned softly feeling the anger diseapear.
Ashton bent a bit, lips still locked on Luke's one while he was patting the blonde's tights. Luke jumped on Ashton's waist and the older boy walked to the sofa, sitting with Luke straddling his hips.
Luke needed air so he pulled away for a second, his heart was beating faster than ever and he was totally confused. Ashton didn't waste a minute tho, he attached his lips on the younger boy's neck living hot open-mouthed kisses.
"What's happening Ash?" Luke asked, his hand roaming Ashton's hair.
"I shut you up." He giggled.
Luke was a little disabled and surprised, sure he wasn't insensible to Ashton's pretty eyes but he never thought that the feeling could be mutual.
"Y-yes but-" Luke whined under Ashton's teeth scratching his neck. "You-"
"Stop talking Lukey." Ashton said slamming his lips on Luke's once again.
So Luke did as told and he pressed his hand on Ashton's neck bringing him closer while the older boy was slipping his tongue between Luke's lips. They made out on the couch for a while, Luke straddling his hips and Ashton's hands holding the blonde's small waist between his fingers.
It wasn't right tho and Ashton knew it, Luke wasn't really "himself" right now and he was taking advantage of him.
"W-wait wait wait..." Ashton said pulling back and feeling the guilty feeling growing inside his stomach.
Luke frowned and his hands dropped from Ashton's hair. He wiped his swollen lips quickly and he looked at Ashton, confusion filling his eyes.
"I'm sorry, hm I shouldn't have done that." Ashton licked his lips. He grabbed Luke's waist and shoved him gently on the side. "You were not yourself and it was a bad idea to take advantage of you like this."
Luke's heart dropped, he wasn't expecting this at all. Sure the kiss was unexpected but Luke would be lying if he said that he didn't liked it. God damn, Luke loved it.
Ashton stood up and he cleared his throat, he fidgetted with his finger not looking Luke in the eyes and then he said nervously.
"I'm sorry... hm good night Luke."
Then he left to his room, leaving Luke speechless and pantless on the sofa.
When Luke woke up he had a headache, he shuffled in his bed, pulling up the cover on his shoulders while a loud sigh was living his lips. He closed his eyes again, last night's memories playing on his head. He was confused and scared to go out and see Ashton, he had no idea what to do or say to do the older boy.
He shuffled again, feeling tired even though he had at least six good hours of sleep. But then something wet touched his cheek, making the blonde jump in shock. Luke giggled when he saw Lenny wagging his tail happily.
"What did we say about licking Lenny?" Luke grumbled. "What are you even doing here huh?"
Lenny looked at him with big wide eyes while Luke's heart was hurting. He petted his head softly, Lenny curling himself against the younger Hemmings. They stayed like that for a long time, maybe an hour or so, Luke wasn't sure but he didn't care. It was Saturday after all.
But he had to get up, eventually and so he did.
"Hi." He said when he entered the kitchen. Ashton was already here, sat on the chair and sipping his coffee.
"Good morning." Ashton said smiling shyly. "I made you breakfast, it's in the oven."
Luke thanked him and he opened the oven, discovering two waffles along with smoked bacon. He grinned because it was his favourite and Ashton remembered it.
He sat in front ohton and he ate in silence, glancing hesitantly at Ashton now and then. The older boy had his jaw clenching when he was swallowing, his eyes were lost into his coffee and he looked busy with his thoughts.
Luke wanted to cry.
"Ashton?" Luke asked a knot in his throat. The brunette hummed in response, his eyes still glued to the table.
"Do you want me to leave?" He said dropping his fork and his heart at the same time. "You want me to go back to my house?"
"No." Ashton said quickly. He locked his eyes with Luke's ones. "No of course not why are you saying this?"
"Because..." Tears were prickling his pretty eyes. "You kissed me and now it's gonna be weird right?"
Ashton shook his head, but Luke was right, it was going to be weird. However Ashton couldn't fight the urge to kiss Luke.
"No... Look, we can act like nothing happened." He sighed. "If-if you want."
"I don't know what I want." Luke said looking down, Ashton's stare was burning his skin.
"Luke I-"
"I liked it..." He whispered shyly feeling his cheeks burning. "The kiss. I really liked it;"
"You did?" Ashton asked his lips tugging upwards shyly.
"Yes...I-I didn't know you liked me that way." Luke's cheeks were so red and his heart was beating faster than ever.
"Well yeah, I guess I do." Ashton whispered shyly, his hands gripping his cup of coffee.
Luke's heart fluttered, his cheeks getting warmer than they already were while his palms were sweaty.
Ashton liked him. He really did.
The blonde smiled, his blue eyes locked with Ashton's hazel ones. Luke was happy, his heart was warm whilst feeling funny in his tummy. Ashton smiled back while sipping his coffee, his dimples were digging his cheeks and his eyes were sparkling. He was so beautiful, with the brown curls around his face and his tanned skin. He was a piece of art and Luke couldn't take his eyes off of him.
"I like you too." Luke chuckled.
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