Voice | choi hyunsuk

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Choi Hyun Suk

A girl; covered in blood and bruises with her arms being the only way she could move due to her legs being too bruised. Her face covered with red and her facial features not visible anymore, another lost soul.

I'm Choi Hyun Suk, a student in his first year of college and all my life; I have always seen dead people. Even in my early years, when I was a toddler, I could see every single one of them. Their appearance afterdeath shows how gruesome their fate was and its unbearable to look at.

But i've been dealing with such crucial sights for 19 years. But the thing is, I could see them but I can't hear them.

There's times when spirits would just come to me and start opening their mouths and saying soundless words. They usually talk to me with a begging expression; a sense of desperation. But even if I wanted to help them, I can't hear their words of pleading.

My ability has also reached my school for the fact that because I could see these ghosts since childhood and back then I was still immature so I would tell to my other friends and they would say im crazy.

That's why my reputation is low and they label me as someone crazy and someone who sees ghosts.

Its quite annoying but you can't expect me to remain expression less when I see a dead person covered with blood and bruises. Though I dislike this ability of mine, i've always wanted to use it for something.

My brother, Choi Hyunsik, he's been missing for 10 years. He went missing when I was still 9 yrs. old and God knows what happened, there's no confirmation of his death but we also can't say he's still alive.

So by chance if he's dead, I want to see him again using this ability.

Due to my ability, I always hated going outdoors. Outside is where lost spirits usually roam around therefore I dislike the outdoors. Possibly the only time I go outdoors is when I walk to school and walk home.

Speaking of walking home, today while I was walking home I saw something unusual. I came across Kim Doyoung and a girl was following him, the girl had a sad and longing expression towards Doyoung.

The sight was too unusual that I stared at them for too long that the spirit noticed. She turned around swiftly and we met eyes, shit. She knows now, when I look at a spirit's eyes they'll automatically know that they are part of my field of vision. I looked away from her eyes and started walking even faster, shit shit shit shit.

When I got home, I shut the door of our house and hurried into my room. I locked my door and calmed myself a bit, "I hope she didn't follow me." I mumble to myself.

After a while, everything seemed to be fine. So I changed to normal clothes and went back to making music, yes I have a passion for music.

I've always liked rapping, dancing and composing songs; this is the only thing I could do indoors that actually is fun for me. Although there might be more entertaining hobbies and activities done outdoors, im content with this.

Yesterday I just finished making a song so now i'll just listen to it again. I made the volume higher, put my headphones on and I did a countdown on when to press the play button. When I reached to zero and before I pressed the play button, a whisper arised in my hearing.

"Can you hear me?" I slowly shifted my gaze at the source of the whisper. No one's here in my room so who...

When I finally got a good look, I saw a girl hovering in thin air with a soft smile in her face. "You can hear and see me!" She cheered, but right after she spoke; I screamed my lungs out.