Let Me Feel Again ~ Steve x Bucky

New Year, New Us

I'm so sooooorrrrryyyy!!! I wanted to write this chapter before christmas but I couldn't and now I'm sad. Please, please, please, please, PLEASE forgive me for being a horrible human and not writing. I promise I will try to stay more consistent and I will try harder to keep my word. But enough of that, you're all here to read some good stuff ;) ya nasties. anywho, I hope you enjoy and thank you soooo much for 800 reads!

After our first kiss and our first "I love you," Steve and I became much more affectionate. We spent more of our time cuddling and kissing, but nothing more, until one day. The whole team had finished training with some new tech Tony had designed so I decided I would step out into the hallway for a breather.

I leaned against the wall, closed my eyes, and took in a couple deep breaths. I hadn't been out there hardly a minute before the door opened and Steve stepped through. He turned and looked me up and down before grabbing my hips and kissing me roughly. I was taken by surprise but I quickly recovered and kissed back. I moved my hands up to his hair and started lightly tugging on it, enjoying the little groans Steve let out when I pulled on the right spot. He ran his tongue along my bottom lip, asking for entrance. I parted my lips and let his tongue dance with mine. Just then, the door opened again and Steve pushed away hastily, leaving me a panting mess against the wall. Nat walked out and looked at us, raising an eyebrow and smirking. She went up to Steve and whispered something I couldn't make out, but it made Steve turn bright red. She sauntered down the hallway chuckling to herself.

"What did she say?" I breathed.

"N-nothing, don't worry about it."

"I mean, it was obviously something, but if you don't want to tell, that's fine," I sighed, "I'm going back and taking a shower, feel free to come home whenever you wish."

I pulled him into a quick kiss before walking down the hall towards the elevator.

Natasha was leaning against the wall next to the elevator with a shit eating grin on her face.

I raised an eyebrow, "What?" I asked as I pressed the button on the wall.

"Nothing, nothing. just the fact that you guys are practically fucking in the hallway," she giggled.

I rolled my eyes and stepped into the elevator, "I thought that was what you guys wanted. Plus, Steve wouldn't fuck in public. It's not his style."

"I never said I wanted to see you two to fuck. Fuck in your own place, where we can't see or hear you," she said as she followed me.

I shook my head and glared at her, "What did you tell Steve that made him blush so bad?"

the elevator stopped at her floor, "That's for him and I to know," she turned around and poked my nose, "and you to find out."

"The hell is that supposed to mean?!" I shouted as she waved goodbye and the doors shut.

I threw my arms up in confused frustration, folded them against my chest and waited for the elevator to reach my floor.

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The front door shut just as I stepped out of the tub. I dried my hair and wrapped the towel around my waist, I walked out into the living room where Steve had sat down to undo his shoe laces.

"What took ya so long," I inquired, folding my arms over my bare chest.

"Helping Tony clean up after Peter accidentally broke something," he answered, kicking off both of his shoes. He finally looked up at me and immediately went wide eyed.

"What?" I asked innocently

Steve took in a shaky breath, "You're very provoking," he stated, getting up and heading to the kitchen.