What Should Not Have Been Done

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~Yoonmi's POV~

I spent the day following Jungkook around. I probably looked like some crazed fan, but he actually talked to me, so that helped. He showed me a lot during lunch. We kept walking until I came across the flyer for the showcase that was going to take place soon.

"That's the showcase. A bunch of talent scouts will be there and some classes require it." Jungkook explained while pulling the poster down to hand it to me. I took the poster and folded it up.
"This is sure a performing arts school." I sighed
"Maybe that's why Yoongi-hyung put you here. He might see your talents." He replied. I didn't mean for it to happen, but my cheeks got red and I pulled my facemask back up to my face hide it. He laughed as we walked to the next class.

After class, we were both picked up by BTS's manager and taken back to the studio. I fell asleep on Jungkook's shoulder on the way there without even realizing it, even if I was only out for 15 minutes. I jolted awake when the car stopped.

"Nice nap?" Jungkook teased. I hid my face and quickly left the car to get into the building. He followed close behind me.

We got into the practice room and I saw everyone working on the new dances for their comeback. They stopped mid dance and ran over to me. Yoongi picked me up and hugged me. That freaked me out because I wasn't used to it, especially from him.

"Congrats little sister." He said
"You'll have fun at that school." Jin added
"How was it today? How was she Jungkookie?" Taehyung questioned
"She was quiet, but did well. She'll get used to it." Jungkook answered
"Now, we need to be serious and talk. Jungkook, go get changed and stretched for practice." Namjoon told us in his leader voice that nobody would dare disobey. After Jungkook left the room, Hoseok came over and we all sat in a circle.
"Okay, can one of you tell me what the fuck went through your minds to leave in the middle of the night, not tell anyone, practice until morning, and get no sleep?" Namjoon shouted
"It was my fault!" Hoseok and I both answered
"I started the conversation, I offered." Hoseok added
"No! I could have refused. It's my fault!" I yelled back
"We were all worried about you guys. Your health is important, make better choices. We aren't babysitters." Yoongi spoke up. That hurt me more than it should have.
"I was selfish with both of them. It's my fault, not theirs. They both did all that they could to help me because I expected too much. Blame me, not them." I retorted
"Not only one person will take all of it." Jin responded
"I'm sorry guys. I just got ahead of myself and I thought that I needed prove myself. Please don't be mad at Hoseok. Please." I begged with tears in my eyes. Yoongi eyed me and raised an eyebrow.
"We'll talk more later. Yoonmi, can you please go back to the dorm? Our manager will take you back." Yoongi instructed me without meeting my eyes.

I got up without responding and left the room. I met Jungkook out of the room as he tried to stop me. I was now crying. I slipped away from his hand and left the building. I got into the car and Sejin said nothing to me. He just drove, that was until we got closer to the dorm.

"The rest of the members told me about what happened. I don't want to be the person to lecture you, but hear me out. These guys worry about you and they care. Give them some slack. They know that this is new to you. Be patient." He explained
"I understand, I just got ahead of myself. Please don't be upset with Hoseok. Thank you." I answered while still crying.
"We're here. Have a good night. Here's a set of keys." He told me as I got out of the van.

I got into the elevator and went back up to the dorm. I went straight to the studio and locked the door again. I can't believe how much trouble I've caused already and it hasn't even been a week yet. I would have just been better off like I was before. I cried more and then looked up at Yoongi's equipment. I went over and sat in his chair with his baseball tee on it. I started to play around with the controls until I sort of figured out what I was doing. I recorded a few different cover songs and then my other song that I had written. I played around with it for a few hours before falling asleep on the edge of the keyboard.

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