Suga Has a Younger Sister? (BTS Fanfic)

Do I try?

~Yoonmi's POV~

I woke up earlier than normal and got ready for school. I wanted to leave early today, before the guys left. I didn't want to bother them today, so I got ready and decided to take the bus to school today. I left them a note and left the dorm to walk to the bus stop. Today, I decided to wear my hat and facemask. I sat at the bus stop with my backpack in hand, watching the cars passing by. I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket, I assumed that it was Yoongi, so I didn't answer, instead just turning it off completely.

~Yoongi's POV~

We got up to get ready for our flight and I went to the studio to wake up Yoonmi. I entered the studio to find that she wasn't there. Panic hit me fast as I left the room and started to search the dorm for her. I tried to call her, but it went to voicemail. I ran into Jin's room and told him that she was missing. Him being the oldest, went into search mode. We went into the living room to find clues, that was until he spotted a piece of paper taped to the door.

"Brothers,
I left early this morning for school. I need to practice for the showcase and you guys are leaving early, so it shouldn't be a problem. Don't worry about me this weekend; a lot has happened, so I will use this time to reflect and make changes. I will remember to sleep and eat as well. Enjoy yourselves and come back safely please. Good luck <3.
~Mimi"

I took the note and stared at it longer. Jin put his hand on my shoulder, which I shrugged off.

"I'm fine hyung. She's old enough to make these decisions. We have a flight to catch." I said while walking away from him. I went into my room and sent Yoonmi a text.

"When you receive this, give me a call.
I love you, that's the first thing that you need to not forget. I saw your note and it worried me; you leaving by yourself and not telling us. What if we didn't see the note? Take this time to show us your feelings. You keep too much to yourself, which I am very guilty of myself, but last night, I showed you. I need this back. As your older brother, I'm supposed to protect you, but it looks like I'm hurting you the most. Yoonmi, remember that I am Yoongi before I am Suga. I will see you on Sunday. Please take care.". I put my phone down and proceeded to pack my bag for Japan. I put on black jeans, a dark blue shirt, black shoes, a black coat, a black bucket-hat and a facemask. We met in the living room to leave with Sejin.

"Where is Yoonmi?" Taehyung asked
"She went on ahead Tae." Jin answered. I kept my head down.
"What's wrong Yoongi-hyung?" Namjoon questioned.
"I'm fine Joon. I didn't sleep well last night." I half lied. They dropped the topic after I answered. The van ride to the airport was silent; members either on their phones, watching out the window, listening to music, or sleeping.

~Yoonmi's POV~

I got to school not too long later, it was still early, so I went over to the stage that Jungkook and I practiced on. The door was unlocked, so I slipped in and turned on the lights. I put my backpack on one of the front row chairs and got onto the stage, small but powerful. I put on my headphones that Jungkook gave me and started the song. I got halfway through it before I realized that a small bunch of students were watching me, a couple of them even filming. I should have stopped there, but I didn't. It actually made me want to do better, so I sung with more emotion. I hadn't realized that I started to cry, but a couple tears felt my eyes. At the end of the song, I opened my eyes and saw 10 students gathered in the middle of the room. Half of them clapped, the others clung to their phones and smiled. I gave a half bow, grabbed my stuff, and dashed out of the room. I turned back on my phone to see missed calls and missed texts, all from the guys.

"Yoongi. 1 text, 3 calls"

"Jin. 2 texts, 1 call"

"Jimin. 2 texts"

"Taehyung. 2 texts"

"Jungkook. 1 call, 2 texts"

"Namjoon. 2 texts"

"Hoseok. 3 texts"

I saw Yoongi's first, which didn't help me stop crying. I clicked the call button to call him back. He picked up on the second ring.

"Yoonmi." Yoongi answered

"Yoongi.. You're not hurting me. I overthink and I blame myself; that is not at all you. I love you too. I just don't know what I can take and what I can do to fix all of this." I rambled

"Ask for help, that's the first thing. Don't leave like that again or so help me I will kill you. I worry about you kid. If this showcase wasn't a requirement, I would take you with us. Please be okay." Yoongi replied

"I will be. I was before, I will now. I will see you guys on Sunday. Tell everyone that I'm sorry." I said

"Will do kiddo." Yoongi agreed while hanging up.

I ran to my homeroom and took my spot. There was only a small group of girls there when I came in. I pulled my face mask back up and tried to avoid their eyes. One of them approached me.

"So you're the one who made a little stage this morning? It's kind of everywhere now." She spoke
"I guess so. I was just practicing for the showcase tomorrow." I replied
"I hope you realize that it's really no joke,. Talent scouts come and it's most of our chances to get noticed. So don't mess it up. Although you have a good voice, you don't have what it takes. I would drop it while you can. I would just get out of this school in general too; leave this town and all with it while you can. You're gonna be a mess." The girl taunted
"You don't know anything about me or what I've dealt with. We'll just have to see then." I retorted. The girl pulled my face mask down and sighed while she walked away.

I slumped down in my seat and pulled out my phone. I thought about texting Yoongi, but they would be at the airport by now, so I texted Jaein instead.

"I don't have it, do I..? Should I give up while I'm somewhat ahead? Will they be okay?" ~Me to Jaein. She responded almost instantly.
"What are you talking about?! Are you okay?? Yoonmi!" ~Jaein to Me
"I'm alright, but do I have what it takes to make it in music?" ~Me
"It literally runs in your blood. You do Yoonmi. You can't let people get to you. Do you want to meet later after practice?" ~Jaein
"I'd rather just go home. Thanks anyways." ~Me
"Is this what you were afraid of, that I would feel like this? The showcase is tomorrow and I have never felt this mixed up in a while. I feel like I'm making a mistake Yoongi.. I want to know what I can do in music, but not this way. I want to do it like everyone else. I want to believe in myself, but I keep feeling like I'm dragging myself down by doubt. I'm sorry, this was random. Everything is fine, I'm just thinking too much. You don't have to reply. I miss you already. Come back." ~Me to Yoongi.

I put my phone down on my desk and pulled out the assignments that I was given to work on them as the classroom started to fill up. Why me.. Do I try?