Suga Has a Younger Sister? (BTS Fanfic)

Believe in Me

~Yoongi's POV~

We finished the fansign and got back to the hotel room. We were all tired, mostly for the little sleep we have been getting lately. Our manager had brought us back food to each of our rooms. Sometimes we like to spend time apart, so this is part of those times. I saw the food on the desk and proceeded to change into comfy clothes. Tomorrow, we had a had a day off. We were doing shooting in the evening, but had the rest of the day to mess around in the surrounding areas. I picked up my phone to see a reply from Yoonmi. I opened up Twitter to post a selfie from earlier today with a caption,
"Thank you for coming to our fansign ARMY. We hope to be back soon."

I opened back up the text earlier from Yoonmi to look at the cards she was given. She was given SM, Jellyfish, Source Music, JYP, and BigHit. I wanted to be proud of her, which I am, but it's hard to think that my little sister could be joining the industry and I won't see her often. I made that mistake before; I don't know what I would do this time around. I don't want the members and myself to be an influence on her decision, if she does consider BigHit, but then again I don't want her away. I felt like I was being overbearing, but I'm sure she could understand.

The conversation that we had last night still clicks in my mind and it's uncomfortable. I know that this will turn ugly; I just have a feeling. I don't want to drag the other members into it either. This isn't going to be a conversation that I am looking forward to, but I guess I should have seen it coming.

I heard a knock at the door and I groaned.

"Who is it?" I called out while walking towards the door.
"Namjoon." He answered me back. I opened the door and let him in. He shut the door behind him took a seat on the bed.
"Hyung? What's going on?" He questioned me
"I don't know what you're talking about? I'm alright Namjoon." I replied plainly. He raised an eyebrow at me and shook his head.
"Gotta be the strong hyung huh? That's supposed to be my job. I know it's been a mess ever since Yoonmi came. We all love her and love being with her all the time. Although she is getting older, I'm sure we all want to keep her to the little girl we all saw as trainees and newly debuted. I'm also sure that you are thinking about the cards, aren't you hyung?" He asked me
"Of course I am. Can I really let her go through all of this? She has talent, I'll give her that, but is it worth it for her?" I started to rant.
"I guess it's the same thing for you then. Is it worth it for you?" He added. I was taken back by the retort of a question.
"Of course it is." I agreed.
"Then look at it from her point of view. She's just like you, whether you like it or not." He chuckled.
"I'm sure this was the point of coming in here wasn't it?" I raised an eyebrow with a small chuckle. He nodded and smiled.
"We are all worried about you, whether you want us to or not." He added
"I figured as such. Just gotta take it one day at a time. Her and I just have a lot to discuss. I don't want it to become a problem." I admit
"That's understandable. You got this hyung." Namjoon said while standing up and putting a hand on my shoulder as he walks back towards the door.
"Have fun tomorrow, don't keep yourself cooped up in here or we'll drag you out." Namjoon warned as he closed the door behind him as he walked out of the room. I laughed and agreed.

~Yoonmi's POV~

Jaein and I spent most of the night together having fun and letting our worries go before her mother came to pick her up. We hugged and went separate ways. I walked back into the dorm, shutting the door behind me. I changed into my pajamas and watched tv for a bit. Little did I realize that I fell asleep at some point.

I jolted awake, seeing that it was now 3am. I got up, turned the tv off, and went back into the studio to grab my phone. I had missed a call and a couple texts from my brother earlier in the night.

"Missed Call: Yoongi"
"At least answer your texts if you aren't going to answer your phone." ~Yoongi
"We got done with the fansign and are now on our own time. I wanted to use this time to discuss things with you, or at least start to." ~Yoongi

I sighed. He's probably thinking something happened to me, since I didn't answer. I texted him back.

"Sorry Yoongi. I fell asleep on the couch while watching tv. Can you still talk?" ~Me to Yoongi. I did realize that it was also 3am in Japan, where the guys are. I did not expect a reply, so I put my phone faced down and picked up my pillow to bring it to my brothers bed. I was going to sleep here tonight. I went back into the studio and saw my phone light up. A text this late?

"That's fine; I figured you fell asleep. You should be sleeping now, not up on your phone. Did you get homework done?" ~Yoongi
"I did get some done earlier. I spent the night relaxing after the showcase with Jaein at the dorm. I hope that was okay. I needed time." ~Me
"Are you okay? In all seriousness; I'm worried about you. The rest of the guys are too." ~Yoongi.

I decided not to have this conversation over text, so I climbed into my brothers bed and dialed his number, which I had memorized. He picked up in one ring.

"Can we talk over the phone?" I asked timidly.
"You sound like if you're a secret girlfriend. You're my sister, of course. But you know, you never answered my question. I need to know and consider these things Mi." My brother explained
"I know. I am okay though. Honestly, it's the happiest I've been in a long time. When I lived with Mom and Dad; I was always depressed. The only things that I had to take the edge off were volleyball and music. I couldn't see you often, that was almost off the table. Now that I live with you, despite my initial protests, is making me better. I know that I can rely on everyone. Now that I have the chance to get into a company; it all feels like a dream. Like I'm finally good enough and not just sitting in the shadows." I explained with tears starting to form in the corner of my eyes.
"Listen, first things first, I'm never off the table. I don't care how busy I am, come to me. You know that I would have taken you with us to Japan if I could. That would be no doubt. I worried about you with Mom and Dad. They don't know us anymore Yoonmi. Music has its ways of seeping in and becoming medicine for pain. I kick myself for not finding some sort of way to take you with me when I left to train. I kicked myself for leaving you with them." Yoongi ranted. This is a side of him that hasn't come out in a while. There was a silence before he spoke again.
"Promise me this please. Whatever you decide when it comes to music and companies, you will talk to me as one of the firsts. We don't have to agree and we can even fight. I just need to know what you're thinking. Also, even if you don't choose BigHit; choose what is best for you. I want you to take time to consider, but then also do not take my word for everything. Find your own reason to do music and your own reason to write." Yoongi said with dialect seeping into his voice.
"I want to hear the other companies out. I want to learn more. I can not go into it lightly, because then sometimes there are no 'do overs'. There are not always second chances. You can't blame yourself for not taking me with you. You had a hard enough time supporting yourself, let alone me. I was too young. Do not think that anymore Yoongi. I will talk with you. I have already spoken with PD Bang while I was at the studio, but not enough. I will set up a meeting with each company and hear the terms. This is something that I might have to do alone. It could create a scandal if you are caught with a girl and going into different company buildings, I see that not going good. I can do this. All I need from you and the guys right this second is to believe in me." I stated with slight dialect coming through my words as well.
"You're too grown up Yoonmi. I will accept that. Be cautious and keep me updated. It's going on 4am. Get some sleep please. I will do the same. I will see you on Sunday night. I love you kiddo." He said
"I love you too. Tell the others the same as well." I responded
"I will." He said while hanging up.

I got off the phone and decided to start sending emails. I took my laptop from my backpack and started to send an email setting up meetings with the companies. I mentioned auditions and my interest in the companies. I gave lists of times that could work for me, making sure that I scheduled none of them overlapping. I was super straight forward, but I hope it does the trick. I sent out all the company emails, plugged in my phone and then curled into bed, holding Shooky close to me.