Please Be Okay

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~Yoonmi's POV~

I got up from the floor and went into the studio. I sat on my bed and pulled out my phone. All of the guys were on a flight home because of me. They couldn't even finish it out without me being an issue. I pulled the paperwork out of my backpack and laid it on the table in the studio. Maybe this would cheer me up. I picked up BigHit first and started to read over it. The difference between this one and others was that this was an artist contract, whereas the others were trainee contracts. This in fact made me feel worse. I put the contract down and left the room.

"I am sorry for causing you guys to come home early. Don't say that it wasn't my fault, it would make me feel worse. I'm going out, I'll probably still be gone. Don't worry about me, I will be okay." ~Me to Yoongi

I grabbed my backpack and left the dorm. I needed this time to reflect. I went to the nearby park and sat on the swings. I started to cry before I could do anything else. I stayed at the park for a couple hours before instinctively going to BigHit.

~Yoongi's POV~

We landed and then again avoided the crowds. We walked quickly to the waiting van. I pulled out my phone and saw the text from Yoonmi.

"Fucking damn." I said with all eyes on me. I heard Jin sigh. I knew he hated me cussing, but this wasn't the time.

We pulled up to the dorm and I sprinted at full speed to find Yoonmi. My fears were right when we got there and she was not. I checked the whole dorm, but she was nowhere to be found. Jin approached me and pulled me into a hug.

"We will find her. She could not have gone far." Jin tried to reassure. I felt myself starting to slip, but I had to get a grip on reality.
"I have to look for her." I said while walking towards the door.
"We all will. We should look in groups. I'll go with Yoongi, Namjoon go with Hoseok, and the three maknaes will go together. Keep your phones on incase we find something." Jin instructed

Everyone understood and started out. Jin and I thought to look at the park first, but there was nobody there. We kept walking around the area, but didn't find anything. We ran into the maknae line, but they haven't found anything either. They looked exhausted though.

"Go home guys. You look dead. We'll let you know if we find anything." I told them. They all looked dead to the world.
"We can't hyung. We have to help." Jungkook protested
"You stubborn kids. Okay then." Jin agreed

We parted ways and continued to look. I got an idea, so I ran ahead of Jin. It seems like he figured out where I wanted to go. He called the others and said to meet us there as well. We ran into the building and looked into the windows of the practice rooms. I almost busted through the door, but Jin held me back. "Watch her" he mouthed. The others started to pile into the hallway as well. We cracked the door open to hear what she was doing. "Fine" busted through the room. She was belting it out with everything she had. My sister is talented, really. After that song, she switched to a song I haven't heard yet. I looked at Namjoon, who shrugged his shoulders. Jungkook seemed to know, since he started to push his way to the front. We opened the door for him, but quietly so she didn't hear him.

When the apparent chorus started, he started to sing with her. She was taken aback as she spotted all of us. She started to cry, but didn't stop singing. They both sang together until the end of the song. She cried even harder and fell to the floor. I went over to her and pulled her in for a hug, as everyone else did too. I got her to stop crying so that I could talk to her.

"Yoonmi, stop. Listen to me. What in the hell makes you think that basically running away was the best idea that you could have had huh?" I almost yelled

"I messed everything up. I made a mess Yoongi. I'm sorry everyone. You couldn't even enjoy your time in Japan because of me. I met with Mom and Dad to try and get them to give custody, but that ended badly, I missed one of my meetings, I'm a mess and I can't drag you guys down with me." She said in between sobs. I was taken aback by it all, especially saying that she met with our parents.
"Yoonmi, talk now. Why did you go see them without me? Why couldn't you wait until I got back and figured it out? Why don't you listen to me?" I raised my voice again, yet I didn't have the tone that I was yelling.
"Because I'm stupid. That's why they hate me, that's why he hit me. I mess things up and you go down with me. I can't fucking do that anymore. I can't hurt other people." She screamed
"Calm down kid. Calm down. We can't talk to you if you're yelling." Namjoon interjected while moving closer to her.
"I can't do this anymore... I can't fuck up anymore... I can't do it..." She stuttered. I pulled her close. She fought in my arms.

~Yoonmi's POV~

Yoongi held me, but I couldn't be held at this moment.
"Let me go. Please." I begged. He let me go and I squirmed. I pushed myself against the wall and covered my face.
"Please don't hit me.." I whispered. A hand touched my shoulder, I looked up to see Taehyung.
"I won't hurt you. What's going on?" He asked me in a soft tone.
"I have upset you guys, please don't hurt me." I said. He hugged me too. I didn't squirm this time because he slipped into satoori, which calmed me down.
"We don't ever hit you. Believe me Yoonmi." He spoke. I cried until I melted into his arms. I felt him pick me up and started to walk to the rest of them. I opened my eyes to see that he was carrying me out of the building. I put my face into his side.

We got back to the dorms and he set me on Yoongi's bed. I grabbed Shooky and held it close. They left the room.

~Yoongi's POV~

We gathered in the living room.

"What got into her? I've never seen her like that." Hoseok questioned
"She thought we were going to hurt her." Taehyung spoke. I felt defeated.
"She said that she went to see your guys's parents?" Jimin asked
"Yes, that's what she said. She also missed a meeting. Were my parents abusing her?" I asked aloud. Everyone's face hardened when I asked that.
"It seems so Yoongi. No matter how much we all don't want to believe it. She said she got hit today. She's so afraid of it happening again." Jin added

I walked away from them and went into my room to check on her. She was hugging Shooky hard and she looked pained. I put my hand on her and spoke softly.

"Relax kiddo. You're safe." I said quietly. She turned to face me, but didn't open her eyes.
"I'm sorry.." She whispered before falling back asleep.
"You're okay." I responded while standing up to cover her up. I closed the door behind me and left her. Everyone was standing outside of the door.
"She's okay and asleep." I said
"We can talk tomorrow. Everyone, please sleep." Namjoon spoke.

We all split up into our rooms. I went into the studio, where I would be sleeping tonight. I moved her stuff from where she usually sleeps and curled up asleep myself. I fell into a troubled sleep.

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