Don't Promise

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~Yoongi's POV~

After I left Jungkook, I tried to open the door to my studio again, but it was still locked. I looked through the door to find a blurred Yoonmi at my microphone again. I decided to leave her alone for the night. I went back to my room, shut the door, and went to sit on my bed. My sister was upset and I know that Jungkook is upset, even if he doesn't tell me or anyone. Those kids really got themselves into a pickle, and what makes it worse is that none of us can do anything about it.

~Yoonmi's POV ~

I woke up about 7am to my phone going off with notifications, all of them from youtube. I clicked on my video, it was up to 100k views?! It's only been since last night. There were numerous comments as well, many of praise, asking who I was, and for me to show my face. I could not show my face or use my real name. I put my down and rushed to the bathroom, school uniform in hand, to shower. I undressed and stepped in the shower, letting the hot water hit my skin. 100k views in one night, how? I started to tear up, better in the shower rather than around everyone else. After a few minutes, I wiped my face and cleaned the rest of me off before the rest of the guys asked for the shower. I dressed quickly and was met at the door by Jungkook. We didn't meet eyes, we just passed in the hallway. I glanced up to see Yoongi standing by his doorway watching us.

I went back to the studio and packed my bag for school. I packed my laptop and the wireless headphones, the ones that Jungkook gave me, today. I needed it to be able to practice the song for my performance. Jimin and Yoongi called us to drive us to school, Yoongi would be driving and Jimin would be going for company. The rest of the guys had practice later on, so most of them were still asleep. Jungkook and I put our shoes on and went to the car. We sat with a seat in between us, both of us having our headphones in.

~Yoongi's POV~

We sat in the car in silence, but I couldn't bring myself to break it. I glanced over at Jimin, who looked concerned, and nodded in ressurance to him. The silence continued until we wished them a good day at school. Both of them looked like they were eager to leave the car. As soon as they closed to door, I let my breath go.

"They are going to be hard nuts to crack." I sighed
"Is this still about the showcase?" Jimin asked. I nodded and started to drive.
"Are you worried about her?" Jimin added. I gripped the wheel harder.
"Always. I'm not good at showing emotions, so this is hard for me too. I mentioned this earlier, but I don't want her to get depressed, Jungkook either. She hasn't cried like that in a bit, it honestly scared me in a way." I explained while keeping my eyes on the road. Jimin put his hand on my shoulder for comfort. I smiled
"They both will be okay, we all will make sure." Jimin said
"I really hope you're right." I answered.

~Yoonmi's POV~

I walked a little bit behind Jungkook, still not speaking up. I'm not upset with him, but it still seems like too early to bring it up. I pulled on my backpack straps and walked with my eyes kept down. What startled me is when Jungkook spoke up.

"We're early today, so let's talk." Jungkook said while walking to a set of benches by the office. I sat on the bench facing him.
"No matter what any of the members say, I know that I hurt you. I promised you something that I could not deliver. And for that, I apologize. It hurts me to know that you are suffering because of me." Jungkook started. I moved over to sit next to him. I took a deep breath before starting to explain my part.
"It sucks a lot that you do have stuff to do and that we had this all planned out, but it happens. In all honesty, I kind of expected it. You guys are busy and I just have to learn to deal with it. It's as simple as that. My main problem is that I kind of wish that you guys wouldn't get my hopes up. Yoongi does it a lot, but everyone does overall. He's my brother and I get it, but I kinda miss you guys sometimes. It's all okay Jungkook." I explained. He looked like he was taken back by everything I had to say. He's the first person to really know. He did not reply, instead looked at his hands with a now blank expression. I heard the bell ring, so I left for my class. Jungkook followed behind me and still did not say anything.

As soon as I got to my classroom, I texted Jaein and Yoongi.

"Hey, wanna meet at the usual courts after school? I need to talk and I want to play." ~Me to Jaein
"Will not be coming back with Jungkook after school, going out. I won't be back late. Don't wait up for me." ~Me to Yoongi
They both replied quicker than I expected.
"Sure! We got practice canceled today, so I need it too." ~Jaein
"Where are you going? Is everything okay?" ~Yoongi
"Everything is fine. I just need a bit of time. Please don't push it past there. We can talk later." ~Me

I got up from my seat to let me teacher know that Jungkook would be in Japan and that I would be doing a solo cover song now. She agreed and sent me back to my spot. I buried my face in my book, pretending to pay attention. It's not Fine.

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