A Little Time Out

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~Yoongi POV~

We went to practice an started without Jungkook until he showed up later. I forgot to tell the others that Yoonmi will not be joining us, so they all freaked out when she was not present. I pulled Jungkook aside for a second before we started back up.

"Did you talk to her?" I asked him.
"I tried yes. The bell cut me off, but I got in what I wanted to say hyung. She told me that she wasn't upset and not to worry about her. But hyung, there was something she told me that kind of hit me; she said that she wishes that we would not get her hopes up and that she misses us." Jungkook spoke
"Is that right? So it's not about having to now perform alone, more about the overall us not being able to keep our word and us not being around much, especially with our schedules?" I repeated
"Yes, I think so. She still sounded kind of broken and uncomfortable. We haven't spoken since though." Jungkook added
"I told her that she could go out with Jaein. She told me that she would be back later and not to wait up. Do you think that this is something more?" I asked
"I doubt it would go that far; that is if we are talking about the same thing. I saw Jaein and her at the front gate of the school. Looks like they were getting a ride." Jungkook said
"You're right Kook; I'm just being overbearing. I do worry about her. Let's get to practicing. We have a lot of work to do." I reassured
Out off time tonight was set at 7:30pm, a shorter practice just for today, more of a break day.

~Yoonmi's POV~

We played volleyball for a while before stopping to sit back on the concrete.

"Sing the song you are doing on Friday to me. I want to hear it." Jaein spoke up
"You really want to hear it?" I asked
"Whether you want to believe it or not, you have an amazing voice. You are also my best friend, so of course I want to hear it." Jaein persisted. I laughed and stood up to face her. I took a deep breath and started to sing. I kept my eyes closed most of time, Jaein started to scream and cheer afterwards.
"Yoonmi! You need to audition for  company, seriously! You have talent; don't let it get wasted!" She exclaimed. I sighed and slumped on the concrete.
"Yoongi would never allow that. I want people to like my music because they really like it, not just because of who my brother is. That's why I created 'Mimi Studio'. I can sing without showing my face or personal info." I explained. Jaein started to giggle and shrugged her shoulders.

We took many pictures and goofed around more. It was rearing 8pm when it started to sprinkle. We both grabbed our bags and took cover in the abandoned building above the pool to see if the rain would stay at a sprinkle or if it would get harder. Jaein tried to call her mother to get us, but she did not answer. I knew Yoongi and the rest of the members were at practice, or at least I thought they were, so I didn't try to contact them. We decided to run for it. We got to the bus stop, drenched in rain. The ride was not far from where we had to get off. As soon as we got off the bus, we hugged and went opposite directions. I ran to the dorm and entered the house soaked. I dropped my bag and jacket by the door.

"You're soaked!" I heard someone shout while coming down the hallway to meet me by the door. I looked up and saw the figure to be Jin.
"I know. I thought you guys were at practice until later. Jaein and I took the bus and then ran home. Her mother did not pick up the phone." I explained
"What stopped you from giving us a call then?" Jin scolded
"I thought you guys were at practice; I didn't want to bug you guys." I replied
Jin ruffled my hair and shoved me towards the hallway.
"You're probably freezing. Get in the shower and change into warmer clothes before you get sick." Jin instructed. I nodded and went into the bathroom, closing the door behind me.

~Yoongi's POV~

I sat in my studio with the door cracked open. Where's Yoonmi? It's 9pm now. I then heard someone come in, I assumed it was her. I stood up to go towards the door, but it looked like someone beat me to it. The next person I heard was Jin; he spoke with his scolding tone. I shook my head and listened in. A few seconds in, I heard her start to walk this way, so I jumped back my seat. Jin then knocked on my door and shut it behind him as he entered.

"She came in at 9pm, soaking wet. She refused to call us to come get them." Jin spoke
"I heard. I will talk with her when she gets done with what she's doing. According to Jungkook, she's been feeling bad. She thinks that we are too busy for her, she wishes that we would stop promising things, and she also misses us." I added. Jin sighed and plopped down on her bed.
"I had a feeling this would happen. The depression you tried so hard to keep her from, it's happening. She's gonna show signs soon. Talk to her. Keep her float." Jin said in a serious tone.
"Not to be disrespectful hyung, but I am well aware of this. That was my plan for tonight; I was going to keep her in here with me until she spits it out. I need her to open up." I explained

Jin stood up and nodded before leaving the room. I slumped down in my chair and turned around the face my monitor. I need to help her before it's too late.

~Yoonmi's POV~

I got into the warm shower and proceeded to wash my hair. As I was washing the bubbles out, I started to cry, not because of the soap. I slid down to sit on the floor of the tub and began to completely sob. I needed this time with Jaein to talk about what I was feeling, but in a way, it made me feel worse. I love them all, but I don't know what I'm going to do. I keep telling myself that I will be fine, but it doesn't look like it, or least right now. I spent the next 10 minutes sobbing in the shower.

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