Suga Has a Younger Sister? (BTS Fanfic)

I'm Sorry Yoonmi

~Yoongi's POV~

It's been about 30 minutes since Yoonmi got into the shower, so I started to get a little concerned. I got up from my chair and went over to a small pile of her clothes to pick some things out for her to change into, since she didn't take clothes in with her. I went over to the bathroom door and knocked a couple times.

"Yoonmi? You've been in there for a while now; is everything okay?" I called out
"Yes. I'm getting out now." She said back.
"Come into the room after you get changed; we need to talk. Here, take some clothes." I added

She came over to the door and took the clothes from me, then closed the door. I went back over to the studio and took a seat on my chair to lean back. This girl..

~Yoonmi's POV~

I was sobbing on the bottom of the shower until I heard a knock at the door and Yoongi's voice. I guess hearing him made me feel worse because my stomach sunk. I went over to the door and took the clothes that he gave me, without turning off the shower. I felt, now, awful. I turned off the shower and got dressed, drying my hair and slipping on slippers. I went out and closed the door behind me when I entered the studio. Yoongi turned to face me and motioned for me to sit on my bed.

"Yoongi, before you say anything, I'm sorry that I was out late and didn't call you guys..." I tried to explain
"Who said it was anything to do with that?" Yoongi cut me off. He softened his eyes and stared at me for a few seconds before speaking again. "Do you want to be here, living with me that is." He asked
"I do, but it kind of sucks that I was forced into it. I mean, you guys are already so busy, I didn't want to add to it." I responded
"Do you think that you're a burden? Do you think that you create problems?" He questioned me
"If you want the truth, then yes. I've been nothing but trouble and I haven't even been here for that long. I upset Jungkook and made you show people who you were. You guys promise things, and I get my hopes up; then it hurts you guys more if you can't come through because of whatever reason. I love living here and I miss you guys, but I know that I can't always have you. You're living your dream and making music, I can't disrupt that." I said starting to cry.
"Is that it?" He asked

I nodded. He came over to the bed and put his arm around me, but I slid away from it, while keeping my head down; I can't even look at him. I felt myself wanting to cry more, but I held it back.

"You don't have to look at me, but just hear me out. You already know that I'm busy, and at this time, I can't do anything to help that, but remember that I'm your older brother first. I you need me, you have to tell me; you can't expect me to know everything. I think I speak for everyone when I say that. Why didn't you come to me when you felt like this? Idol or not, I'm a human being too Mimi. I miss you too. Again, I would think that everyone else would feel the same. You have to think about what I'm trying to prevent from happening to you. I know far too well about depression; I don't want you to suffer either. I love you kid, but you have to be more open with me." Yoongi explained

I didn't reply, instead I let my tears come again. I cried harder this time around. Yoongi was caught off guard and he immediately pulled me onto his lap and put his arms around me. I felt my stomach turn again, so I started to wiggle out of his grip to be able to make it to the bathroom in time. I got free and ran to the bathroom, barely reaching the toilet in time before I vomited. It came out mostly as stomach acid with small chunks of food. I threw up when I cried too hard or too much. I felt someone put their hand on my back. I assumed it was Yoongi because I basically just ran from him. In between vomiting and panting, I caught a glimpse of the person; I was right, it was him.

"You haven't cried like this in front of me in a while. It scared me. It makes me think that I already lost you to darkness. You hold so much in, but never ask for help. Then you push yourself to cry this much to the point of where you're throwing up." Yoongi spoke, voice slipping into dialect. He did that often with me.

~Yoongi's POV~

I followed her into the bathroom, knowing what was going to happen. All I could do is comfort her. I looked towards the door and saw worried members standing there; I nodded and motioned for them to leave. I would have explain later on. Yoonmi is supposed to be a happy teenager, not crying then throwing up. Mom and Dad aren't good people, so all she has is me. If I disappointed and upset her, then it would just add to her mess and it could cause her to fall, hard. I need to be better. I'm sorry Yoonmi.