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~Yoongi's POV~

We got back to the dorm because our practice wasn't until later on. We both got back and I went straight to sit on the couch. I wasn't sure what to do yet about all of this. I had zoned out without realizing it, until Hoseok sat next to me.

"Hyung, you good?" He asked me. I shifted in my seat and turned to face him. He was genuinely concerned.
"Yes, I'm fine. I guess all of this caused problems huh? I just wish I knew what made Yoonmi so upset. I mean, I know that she wasn't happy about all of us going to Japan, but that couldn't be it, could it? Should I have not brought her here?" I started to spit out
"Only you can answer those questions. It's hard to think about, but did you think all of this all the way through? Also, you may not like my suggestion, but why not let her pursue a career in music? She would get away from some people for a while. I just don't know how she would handle it. Get her an audition with our company? I know that the company doesn't accept female trainees, but maybe talk to PD Bang to see if he can make an exception?" Hoseok explained
"Hoseok, you know just like everyone else that I'm not a fan of that suggestion. I don't want her to suffer. She needs to... be normal.." I admitted
"She won't ever be normal. She's got a talent. I mean, listen to this too. The name is 'Mimi Studio', but the rest of us are sure that it's her. She doesn't show her face or anything, but I know that Mimi is a nickname that you gave her. She sounds amazing." Hoseok said while giving me his phone to listen to her cover song.

She left a comment not too long ago: "Hello all, I will be posting under 'Mimi Studio', not revealing my real name or picture until the right time. I chose 'Fine' as my first cover because it's sort of what I'm going through right now. Promising is a hard thing to do, but a harder thing to keep. The last few days have been hectic for me, and as of now 'I'm Not Fine', but I'm hoping that music will keep me a float. We all have struggles, share them with me. I want to hear what's in your hearts."

I gave him back his phone and left the living room to go into my studio. I looked at her area of the room and smiled. I know that it hurts now and everything is pretty messed up right now, but I'm sure that it will get better. It will just take time, I'm sure of it. I pulled out my own phone and shot a text to Yoonmi.

"Hey kid, instead of going out with Jaein, can we talk? Meet me at the company, the practice room that you used?" ~Me to Yoonmi
"What's up? You're not usually so eager to discuss feelings and be open.. Is everything okay?" ~Yoonmi to Me
"Yes, everything is fine. I'm just worried about you, that's all." ~Me
"I'm fine. I'll be back later tonight. I need this time, please." ~Yoonmi
"Okay. Be safe you two. I'll see you later." ~Me

Someone knocked on the door and entered the room, since I didn't lock it behind me. Namjoon and Jimin entered the room. They took spots on her bed, but didn't speak. I turned completely around to face them. Jimin sighed.

"We all know that when you try to coop yourself up in your studio that something is up or that you're really working hard. At this point, we can't figure out which one, so we came to you before you locked the door. Talk to us hyung?" Jimin spoke. I glanced at Namjoon, waiting for him to speak next.
"Hyung, we know that this is about your sister. Hoseok told us that you're worried about her and that you're trying to keep her 'normal', but she will never be; not just because she's related to you, but because of who she is." Namjoon added. I couldn't hold back a chuckle. These brats really know how to get to me.
"Look, at the moment I'm not all the way there and yes, most of it is because of Yoonmi. She's different, yes, but I want to protect her. I know that I can't forever and eventually it will be known who she is, being my sister that is, but not now." I responded. Neither of them replied, instead just sat there with their heads hung low. This must be eating at them as much as it is me.
"I'm fine, just not thinking straight. Come on, we have practice soon, let's get ready yeah?" I tried to change the subject. They perked up some too and left the room. Maybe I should take my own advice, so I got up and grabbed my bag for practice.

~Yoonmi's POV~

After my talk with Jungkook, I don't feel all that okay. I know that he takes the blame for missing the showcase, even though there isn't anything that he could have done. Class went sluggish all day, until the final bell rang at the end of the day. I was walking out to the front gates when I spotted Jaein walking towards me. I screamed and ran towards her. I hugged her tight, before I realized it, I was starting to cry.

"I thought we were meeting at the courts, what are you doing here? I asked. She pulled away from me and wiped my tears.
"I knew something was up, so I wanted to make sure that you were okay and didn't go alone. You're my best friend, of course I'm going to be there for you." Jaein said. I mouthed 'thank you'. I watched her eyes as she focused on something or someone. I turned around also to see Jungkook coming out of the building and going towards Sejin's car. He motioned for me to come with, but I smiled and shook my head. He nodded in reply and got into the car.
"I know we said that we were going to the courts, but I have a different idea. I won't tell you until we get there though. My mom will actually take us to the area we will be. I hope that it will cheer you up." Jaein said while leading me to her mom's car. We got in and her mother greeted us happily and started to drive.

It was relatively a short drive before we pulled up to what looked like an abandoned area. I got our first. This place looks familiar, too familiar. As soon as we reached, what it looked like a pool area, I knew exactly where I was. We were at the pool that BTS filmed part of the prologue film. Jaein came next to me holding a volleyball with one arm and holding my hand with the other.

"I thought it would bring good vibes. It would be a good place to talk and play. I'm guessing that it's both of our first times here, so it would be fun." Jaein broke the silence.
"You're right. I feel happy. I think I could spend all day here." I said. I went down the ladder and hopped into the empty pool with Jaein behind me. We laid down on the concrete to face the sky.
"So you wanna tell me why you were crying earlier?" Jaein asked
"Just a lot of things happening at once. The boys keep promising things, but can never follow through. I know that it's not their faults, but it still sucks." I start to explain
"I get it. I can't really relate all the way, but I know what it's like to have people promise things, then they fall through. In your case, it seems like it may be trickier. I know that you love your brother and all of them, but maybe tell them these things? Ever since I've known you, you've been a tough nut to crack." Jaein replied
"I know. I will soon. I think it's best if I leave them alone for now though." I sighed
"Okay, take a break from sad and lets play." Jaein suggested while jumping to her feet. I followed her and we started to hit the ball around.

Maybe I will be okay, maybe not now, but soon.

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