Suga Has a Younger Sister? (BTS Fanfic)

Choices and Talks

~Yoonmi's POV~

After I finished vomiting, I felt gross. Yoongi was still holding onto me.

"I can stand up." I spoke up while I stationed my feet to be able to stand up. I gripped the counter and stood up without problems. Yoongi kept his hands on my waist to make sure that I didn't fall over.
"Let's clean you up and get you to bed; I'm sure you need it." Yoongi spoke up.
"I love you and I appreciate you, but can I be alone please? We probably worried the rest of the guys, so go talk to them." I said while removing his hands from me.

Yoongi took the hint and left the bathroom, closing the door behind him. I leaned over the sink and started to rinse my mouth, but as soon as the water hit my mouth, I knew that I wasn't done vomiting. I leaned back over the toilet and threw up again. It felt awful; my throat felt raw. This one wasn't as bad as earlier so I was able to stop sooner. I knew I was done time, so I brushed my teeth and washed my face. I pushed the door open and shuffled back to the studio, closing the door behind me.

"Something has to change. I can't continue to live like this and I can't put the guys through this either..." I spoke to myself. I pulled the covers of my bed over my face and turned on my side to curl up into myself. I started to quietly sing to calm myself down. I might as well use part of this to practice for Friday.

~Yoongi's POV~

I left her alone and went out into the living room where the rest of the guys were gathered. I shushed everyone so that I could talk first.

"When she gets overwhelmed, she starts to cry; in rare cases, she throws up. I've only seen this a couple times. She threw a lot out there before actually crying. She said that she feels like nothing but trouble and that she's a burden, kind of like how Taehyung thinks sometimes. She said that she wishes that sometimes we would stop promising her things, all of us. I think the thing that made her cry the hardest was when she said that she misses us. She understand that we are idols and that we have responsibilities, but I guess it's taking a toll on her. Our parents are not good, so for blood family, i'm the only thing she has. She has all of us total." I explained
"We are here for her hyung. I hope she knows that. Idols or not, she and you are family." Namjoon added
"Is she okay though? She sounded and looked awful actually." Jin asked
"She's fine, just shooken up. She wanted to be alone. I don't think she was done throwing up in all honesty. She doesn't like people, not even me being with her when she's in the bathroom for any reason. She gets super flustered. I've learned over the years and after what I learned about our parents, she has had to learn to be independent. It sucks for me because my little sister, a teenager, has had to learn to grow up so quickly. I guess it reminds me a lot of Jungkook. He had to learn and he now knows when to act mature and when not to." I said
"Should we leave her alone?" Taehyung asked. I has a feeling he would be the one to ask that question, which I was actually trying to avoid. Before I could answer him, I heard her leave the bathroom and shut the studio door.
"I'm sure that answers that question Tae; I wouldn't right now." I answered.
"We have a little time off after coming back from Japan, why not plan something?" Hoseok suggested
"Yes! We can all have some fun." Jimin exclaimed
"We all will need it too." Jungkook pointed out
"Speaking of needing something, we should all hit the sack. It's getting late. We have a long day tomorrow. Make sure to be ready when we drop Yoonmi off at school to head to the company, then to the airport." Namjoon instructed

No words were exchanged after that, just silence and people moving to their rooms. I passed by the studio; I couldn't hear anything, so I proceeded to go to my room. I shut the door and laid back on my bed. I made my mind up about something that I didn't want to think too hard about it or I would change my mind. Hoseok was right. She needs to try.

~Yoonmi's POV~

I fell asleep shortly after I started to basically sing myself to sleep. I had the most quiet sleep that I've had in awhile. My nerves were through the roof, but I was still able to settle down enough to sleep peacefully. Tomorrow, the guys leave for Japan and it marks that I have 1 more full day before the showcase. I guess it's gotta happen huh?