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Tyler

"Honey, lets go visit grandma." My mothers voice came from the door.

I shifted on my bed to face the wall. "I don't want to."

"This might be the last-" she cut off for a moment before beginning again. "I know she would love to see you."

I squeezed my eyes shut as I willed myself not to cry. "I don't want to go mom."

I heard her sigh from the other side of the door. It was silent for a while before the clicking of her heels signaled that she had left. That's when I let the first few tears fall. Those few turned into more and soon I was sobbing. Angrily I threw my pillows off my bed and tore the sheets off as well before knocking down my trophies in a frenzy. I went to push everything off my dresser but i felt drained after that. I slid to the floor in a pile of crumpled clothes. I was to angry to even function right anymore.

I didn't mean to be angry but I was. I was angry at the doctors for not helping her more, I was angry at mom and dad for not telling me how bad she really was. I was even angry at her. I was angry because she forgot me. I was angry because she was dying. And it wasn't just them i was angry at, no, it was me too. I was angry at myself for not being able to do anything but feel useless.

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