Nothing Left For You (Vminkook)

5

Jimin

I wake up the next morning to a sticky note stuck on Taehyung's pillow.

Had some business to take care of. Might not be home till late.

~tae

I crumble the paper and throw it as I sit up, growing at the soreness in my joints.

Not even a simple good morning, or how are you, I love you maybe?

What a great fucking boyfriend, excuse me, fiancé.

I leave the room after pulling on a hoodie and some shorts, grabbing my journal on the way.

I don't have to go into work today so I'll just call and see if Hobi and Yoongi want to go out for a drink or something.

"Good morning Mr. Park." Rayla appears as I walk to the kitchen.

"Good morning." I say bowing my head as I pass her.

"Mr. Kim called and wanted me to tell you that he had some important business to take care of and he had to take a last minute flight out of town." Rayla says making me stop and face her.

"Oh?" I ask stupidly. "Did he mention at well he was going?"

"No sir. But he said he'd be back on Monday." Rayla says with a sympathetic smile.

I smile a little. "Okay. Thank you."

She nods turning and leaving me alone.

Rayla has been working for us for years has been a witness to every fight or disagreement Taehyung and I have had since, she knows that I am home alone half the time waiting for Taehyung, and she knows that all the lovey dovey shit we do for the cameras is just that, for the cameras.

She knows enough to sale and be rich for a lifetime. But she's loyal I hope.

I sit at the breakfast bar and open my journal to a new page.

09/10/19 11:19am.

Taehyung's gone off again on one of his last minute business trips, I'm not surprised.

He didn't even call to tell me personally.

I'm not upset about the business trip, I understand that he's a busy person and he's working on taking over the business but still, it's not fair.

Everyone I'm friends with, unless it's a woman, he tells me he doesn't want me around.

He doesn't want me to be with my friends but then he leaves me alone?

He's going to be out associating with all types of MEN and women, but do I complain? Of course I don't.

I'm sorry I'm writing angrily, I don't usually do this, but I'm just so pissed!

I don't care anymore, if I want to hang out with Yoongi and Hobi, or whoever, I'm going to fucking do it.

I'm tired of him always think he can run my life like it's his own.

I'm done being angry for now, I don't want this to become a habit.

I'll feel better soon but right now I just need to make myself busy.

I'll write again.

---- 09/10/18 11:25am

I grab my phone and dial Yoongi's number as I stand and walk over to the refrigerator.