Nothing Left For You (Vminkook)

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Jimin

I wake early after a restless night.

My head is throbbing from all the crying I did last night and the pain in my hand actually sets in.

I push myself up into a sitting position, scanning the empty room before realizing exactly where I was.

I sigh, thinking back to the way I behaved yesterday, I regret it.

I shouldn't have let it show how much it bothered me, I should have been mature and talked to Taehyung like an adult but instead, I let my emotions get the best of me.

I look around the room for my shoes and my clothes from last night.

They're still folded neatly on the dresser where I left them.

After changing I grab a pin from the desk and write a quick note to Yoongi thanking him and apologizing for everything.

I leave his room as quickly and quietly as I can.

He's lying on the couch asleep when I get into the living room, his features soft and his breathing even.

Once I get out of the front door I head towards the bus stop, I remember passing it on the way here so it can't be that far.

Before my phone died last night I got a message from Taehyung asking me to come back.

I didn't respond initially and before I realized how childish I was being my phone died.

I shouldn't have had an outburst like I did and I wish I would of handled the situation better.

I know that I don't owe Taehyung anything and I most definitely don't have to give him my time today but running away would solve nothing.

I had to end things face to face.

No matter how much it would hurt to.

I would grow to accept the fact that Taehyung loves Jungkook now.

Even though right now it hurts like hell, I would have to accept it and move on.

Even though my whole adolescence was wasted in this relationship I couldn't go back and change things now.

The bus is luckily running and I have enough money to pay to ride.

On the way home I try to collect my thoughts and figure out what I'm going to say.

I don't know what's going to happen publicly but I do know that there will be an uproar in the media about us.

Especially since it's so close to the wedding.

It never crossed my mind before about what would happen if we broke up, I never thought that would happen.

How would we explain our sudden split up after seemingly being so happy?

When I get off the bus I still have a little while to walk before arriving at the front gate of our house.

I release a shaky breath before hitting the buzzer.

"It's me, Rayla." I say, a few moments later the gates click open and I walk in.

Taehyung's car is parked in the driveway still, he's home I'm assuming.

As soon as I get through the front door Rayla is rushing up to me her features worry stricken.

"Mr. Park." She bows respectfully before returning her gaze to my eyes. "Where have you been? I heard you yelling last night and you never returned after you left~"