When I finally have something good in my life, why do I have to go and ruin it with my big, fat mouth?
Just days ago you were admiring my creativity and honesty. Now I think you're probably wishing you'd never met me.
Days ago I felt on top of the world, yet today I feel like I've screwed everything up.
I want to go back and erase the last two days. I don't want to make things different and weird between us, but I kinda get the feeling that ship has already sailed.
I want things to be the way they were before the weekend- before I tried to sabotage what we have, what I love.
Yeah, some days I really hate myself and how stupid I can be. Makes me wonder, though, when you look at me what do you see?
-MS
