It started out as friendly banter,
And quickly morphed into something else
Made me feel good in the right places
Simultaneously made me hate myself.
So inappropriate
So not my style
Never felt like this -
Not just in quite awhile.
So inappropriate
And while I know it's wrong
I can't seem to help myself
My resolve is not that strong.
Don't know what is happening
Happening to me
I'm all caught up in quicksand
And I don't want to pull free.
This feeling it's inviting
It's thrilling
It's exciting
I'm coming undone at the seams.
Can't find a moment's peace
Can't just hit some quick release-
Button
I'm all jacked up and I can't explain
I shouldn't want it,
It's too insane, but
The power that he has over me
It's driving full force
Heading a course
Like a train racing above the sea,
Still here I am,
coming undone at the seams.
-MS
