A Daydream Away

Chapter 18: We Are Never Getting Back Together

Cam's POV

"You're sure?"-F

"I don't know"-me

Tinanong ko kay Francis kung dapat na ba talaga akong makipag break kay Leo. Heto kasi yun, nakita niya yung "love letter" ng secret admirer ko sa bag ko. Nagalit siya sa akin tungkol doon. Nagalit naman ako sa kaniya kasi pinapakielaman niya bag ko. After noon lahat nalang ata ng bagay pinagaawayan namin.

Hindi ako kay Maya nanghingi ng advice kasi alam kong magiging bias siya. Kung kay Kier, we've been very distant lately. Kung kay Chuck, as if may matino siyang advice na mabibigay. Come to think of it si Francis nalang nga nakakasama ko eh. Alam nga niya yung tungkol sa "secret admirer" ko, feeling niya stalker na pangit lang daw yun, kaya wag daw ako masyado kiligin. 

"Masya ka pa ba sa kaniya?"-F

"I don't know"-me

*silence*

"Alam mo, I think you know the answer you're scared to admit it to yourself"-F

He's right. (__ __"")

May kinuha siyang piso sa bulsa niya. 

"Toss coin tayo, kung heads wala na kayo kung tales magkakaayos nalang kayo"-F

"Ibebase ko decision ko sa toss coin! Francis! Relasyon ko toh!"-me

"Eh hindi mo alam kung ano yung gusto mo eh. Game?"-F

This is pathetic.

"Game"-me

He tossed the coin. Sana heads yung lumabas.

It was tales. 

"What was going through your head when I tossed the coin?"-F

"Why does that matter?"-me

"Sagutin mo nalang kasi!"-F

"Heads.."-me

"You have your answer. You want to break up with him"-F

He has a point. Makikipag break na ako sa kaniya. I'm just not happy anymore. 

I hugged him. 

"Thanks Fran"-me

He hugged me back.

"Tss. Basta para sayo"-F

"Tara na baka andiyan na si ma'am Flores eh"-me

Nasa play ground ulit kami. This has become our chil spot.

Hinatid niya ako sa room.

"Salamat ulit"-me

"Stop thanking me it's my friend responsibility"-F

"Sige. Maya nalang"-F

I waved at him. Umalis na siya.

May nakita akong naka' sticky note sa notebook ko. Si secret admirer ulit. 

"You make me happy"

Atleast I'm making someone happy.

 "Nakita mo kung sino nag'dkit nito?"-me

"Hindi eh. Nandiyan na yan pag dating ko"-K

I was disapointed, tss. Baka may naka'kita na sa kaniya. I'm dying to know kung sino tong taong to.

"Bakit? ano bang naka'sulat?"-K

Pinakita ko sa kaniya.

"Hindi naman death treath ah"-K

I chuckled.

"Okay ka lang? You seem down."-K

"I'm going to break up with Leo"-me

His face lightened up. 

I gave him a confused look.

"Parang wala ka atang emphaty na nafifeel"-me

"Umm. Masaya lang ako kasi nahahalata ko na miserable ka na sa kaniya"-K

"I'm not miserable with him"-me

Dumating na si ma'am Flores. Binalik niya sa amin yung quiz namin kahapon. 

Ai. 5 mistakes ako.

"Pssst. Ilan ka?"-me

Pinakita niya sa akin paper niya. Wow! Perfect.

"Buti ka pa (__ __)"-me

He put one arm around me.

"Tss. I got this score because of you. Don't feel bad"-K

Tinangal ko yung arm niya. 

"I'm sorry"-K

I smiled at him.

"It's fine"-me

After Class

Pinuntahan ko si Leo sa seat niya. 

"Usap tayo"-me

Dinala ko siya sa roof top.

"Anong pag'uusapan natin?"-L

"I want to end this"-me

"Sigurado ka?"-L

I nodded.

Umupo siya sa bench.

"Do you know what today is?"-L

I shook my head.

"It's August 16"-L

He's wasting my time.

"Today was supposed to be our monthsary"-L

He looked like he was about to cry. Umupo ako sa tabi niya pero hindi ko alam kung ano gagawin ko. 

"Cam. Give me another chance I swear I'll change"-L

"I gave you a chance. This is what you is to that chance. I'm sorry Leo"-me

Umalis na ako doon. Iniwan ko lang siya. 

Bumaba na ako sa stairs.

"CAAAAM!"

Lumingon ako para tignan kung sino yun. It was Kier.