Perfect Husband (19+ j.jk ff)

C H A P T E R: 26

Jungkook's pov:

The horrible sound of the alarm clock jolts me up.
I quietly turn it off since I didn't intend to disturb reumie or y/n whilst they were still asleep..

I found it cute how her right arm was casually hugging my waist whilst the other one was crushed in between our chests.

I can't believe we had sex. I never imagined I could dare make a move like this one after what I went through.
I mean deep down I feel my heart raging out on me for betraying seohyun..

Seohyun-ah I still miss you.. please please forgive me if this is a sin I've committed but.. I just want to be happy again. For myself, for our daughter and for you..

I don't know hyun-ah but this girl is just as sweet as you.. She's got that sparkly attitude as yours and it aches my heart to realize that there possibly could be someone just as pure as you hyun and that makes me want to protect her.
Call me selfish or what but I am falling for her. I never wanted to but.. I don't know..

Eomma tells me that the left souls hear out our pleas.
So if you're hearing me then please know that you're always there in my heart and y/n is not replacing you.
She's fixing all those pieces of my heart which got shattered the moment I lost you.
I'm so grateful to her hyun-ah.. if you met her before I'm sure you both could have been fast friends.

I love you and I'll always cherish you but please allow me to move on hyun..

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Regular pov:

"Good morning" you chirp as you slowly open your eyes and yawn in his chest.
You look up worriedly as you don't get a reply back from him. His eyes were glistening as though he just cried.

Was he regretting it?

"Jungkook.." you murmur weakly and he cracks a warm smile at you

"Oh hey-" he intentionally yawns and rubs his eyes, trying to show how it was the morning brightness that had caused his eyes to get watery..

You smile back to him and peck his chin, "I feel so awkward-" you giggle making him pout

"Because of last night?"

You nod, drawing absurd patterns on his bare chest. Your eyes shift down and you realize how even you were completely exposed to him and so you decide to draw the blanket higher up to cover your pride....

"Well that's normal.. didn't you ever dream about i-"

"Yaah!" You stop him as your cheeks flush with a pink tinge..

"What? I've heard girls overly hype about their sex life with their husbands.. there was this girl in my college and she'd daydream about her future husband and would even fantasize about when they'll have sex, how they'll do it and how many babies she'll make with him-"

You put your hands over his mouth to shut him up, "aish.. fine I get you! It was amazing!! Thank you for the best night ever Jungkook but please don't embarrass me further!" You whine

You could feel him smirking beneath your palm. You feel his tongue giving your skin a good lick and you quickly withdraw your palm away from him, wiping off your hand on his shoulder, "jungkook!!" You whine again, pretty louder but regret it the moment you realize how it could've woken areum up..