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"What do I mean? Well stop pretending like nothing's going on between hyung and you. That mark on the night of our wedding is enough for my justifications."

"What?" You scoff disgusted at how he had straight jumped up to an ugly conclusion without actually knowing the truth behind what had happened that night,
"No. No, wait-" you throw your hands in protest and begin to pick up the courage to actually point out facts for your rights in front of him, "that's no what happened jungkook it's not-"

He tsks and shakes his head, "see if in case I haven't made myself clear earlier y/n or if YOU have had problems understanding my words then let me say it again.. I'm not interested in your life. As simple as that-" he shrugs

Your throat gets heavy but you fight every urge to let it out in front of him. You had some nothing wrong to deserve such a treatment from him! You instead left everything on the pretext of marrying him!

"How can you say that?" You question, your voice cracking at the end and your lips tending to tremble but you cleverly hide it by biting them to not let him know about the same..

"I left everything for the sake of you and areum! I-I.." you finally end up crying, "I'm sorry but- I just did it to make you happy.. guess I am failing at my attempts.. I'm really sorry jungkook, I really am for your great loss but do you really think treating me like I am nothing is what I deserve?"

You wipe your tears quickly and scan for his expressions- they were just what you expected, dullard and emotionless.

Not wanting to deal with any further embarrassment, you get up, picking your pillow and your blanket, "I really need space tonight-"
Without having to explain anything further, you give a quick peck on areum's forehead, who was now long dozing off and must be enjoying her fairyland. With that you make a beeline out of his room.

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Jungkook's pov-

With a sigh I turn the main light off and switch the yellow dim light on as areumie gets scared in complete darkness..

I see areum soundly sleeping without having slightest concern about the world around her.
I gently place my palms over her tiny belly and start patting it.
It would have been so much better to lead a kid's life forever- no worries, no chaos.

I just feel so out of place. It's like I want to move on but my my heart brings me back to that old path- I can't think of accepting anyone else other than seohyun.

Would she have wanted me to even move on with a girl who's apparently cheating on my back?

I don't know what to say after how y/n started crying. I felt guilty of treating her like trash but I just don't have the motivation to patch up with her after knowing how she literally got marked by hyung on the night of our wedding!

At first I thought it was a mere bruise when I was unzipping her dress but then it just hit me how him and hyung had joined us at the after party late.. and it got confirmed today when she started defending herself as soon as I blurted it out at her.

But she's so good to reumie and she has sacrificed so selflessly for the sake of nurturing my daughter.. I don't know what to accept..
I'm sorry y/n but maybe I'm not the one for you..

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Regular pov-

"Come on!! tell me what happened??" Jisoo says as she makes up your bed while you let out a few more tears as you tightly hug the plushy which was kept on her bed.
You find her occupying the space beside you and she hugs you sideways.

It felt like first time in forever that jisoo was providing you with warmth after she got into an official relationship with Jin.

"Did kook say something?" She questions you for the umpteenth time only to get a little shake of head displaying your disapproval as an answer.

"I just feel like shit" you finally break the silence, "I don't know why but- I miss my old life, Ji" "I don't think he'll ever accept me. We barely talk. It's like I'm a bonded labor and not his wife!"

Jisoo sighs and pats your back in order to comfort you better. She bends over in order to pick the glass of water which she always has on her nightstand so as to soothe your throat.
"Here, drink this first" she rubs your back and never leaves her warm embrace to make you feel home.

"Look, kook can be rude sometimes but trust me, he's not bad at heart at all. Deep down he regrets the way he treats you, trust me. He won't admit.. at least not now but someday he sure will."

"I don't really think that is the case jisoo-"

"Oh come on y/n-ah!! You can't be pessimistic! The y/n I've known is strong!" She cheers pecking your forehead and snuggling closer to you,

"You know what? There's something in my mind-" she wiggles her brows making you frown at what's to come next.

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Aww my babyboo don't be upset and especially don't cry!! It's not your fault. The damn floor is to cuss ughh!
I wish you all the love/luck & blessings and I really wish you get well soon and are healthy forever!! 💜💜
We purple you kookie 😘💜

 The damn floor is to cuss ughh!I wish you all the love/luck & blessings and I really wish you get well soon and are healthy forever!! 💜💜 We purple you kookie 😘💜

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