Perfect Husband (19+ j.jk ff)

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Your face was now covered with your dry tears. You didn't have the strength to cry any further.
All you did was remain seated on the vanity stool thoughtlessly..

How could he do this? You knew this situation in itself was one big deal but at least he could've assured you that it'll be fine..
Your head tilts mindlessly in the direction from where areumie was chirping and you quickly get up to pick her up before she starts crying.

"Shh" you whisper, not playing with her much as you usually do. You just didn't have the strength after a long day

She squirms and begins whining, throwing her tiny arms on your chest as she gets cranky for not being able to grasp your full attention on her.

"No baby don't cry.." you peck her, swinging her gently.
Your body felt weaker carrying reumie yet you endure it and bounce her to shush her down.. No matter how broken you were, you can't afford to ignore her. She's your responsibility. You're her caretaker. The little being completely dependents on you and you can't let your emotions fall in the way at all..
You look down at her and pass her a weak smile, "my baby is hungry now, isn't she.."
You hum and place your palm over her head, caressing it as you carry her down the stairs.

You hear some chattering sound coming from the drawing room catching your attention.
Crossing the way to the kitchen, you find Jin and jisoo having what seemed like a serious discussion.

"Come on tell me wh- oh umm.. hi?" Jin clears his throat before greeting you as he sees you standing at the entrance of the room.
You blankly stare at him undecided of how should you react to him after your little spat but you eventually end up passing him a timid smile.

"Ooh someone's awake.. hmm.. someone's awake!" Jisoo coos as she quickly jogs in your direction, "let me carry her.. don't stress yourself more than you already have" "go sit on the couch.. I'm preparing her milk"
You nod and allow her to carry areum.

Jin sits next to you, an awkward silence fills in the room since the both of you were unsure of how to start off a healthy conversation because of the bitter spat you two got yourselves into last time you met....
You could sense how he was timely stealing glances at you from your peripheral view..
"Jin.."
"Y/n-"

The both of you start at the same time, making it more awkward than before. You pout and give him an opportunity to continue saying what he intended to..

"Why do you look so gloomy?" He inquires scanning your face.
You cross your brows and shake your head, "umm.. do I?"

He inhales sharply before continuing, "look I'm.. I am sorry for my behavior.. I uh I know time and again I've tried to force myself on you but.. I just wanted you to know that I was having a breakdown. I didn't know what to do without you.. I never intended to hurt you.." he rolls his tongue over his lips, "I-"

"Here, y/n.. hold her.. I am coming back with your supper too" jisoo cuts Jin off as she storms inside the room with areum in her arms who was now calm as she was drinking her formula milk.

"No wait. Let Jin carry her.." she suggests again

"Jisoo no it's okay-"

"Shh I don't want you to argue with me" she states without listening to you and hands areum in jin's embrace.
He lets out a chuckle as areum makes cute babbling sounds while sucking..