♠12-18-18♠

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Journal,

I forgot to tell you the Duncan came back yesterday. Whoops. It slipped my mind.

I keep going to sleep and night with little scenarios of Sterlyng and I hanging out as friends and then end up getting together at the end. I get it, it's hopeful thinking. But being hopeful isn't enough and I know that he won't like me. He probably thinks I am too much of a goody-two-shoes. Or too pale. Or too weird. Or too loud. Or too attention-seeking. Or too much... Grace.

I have never ever really wanted to be anything but myself. But now, I have never wanted it more. And I know that it's a bad thing to change for a boy, but I know I probably will eventually.

Who is going to like the broken girl who pretends to be happy?

~Grace

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