Falling in Love with HIM (COMPLETED)

Ika-43 na Kabanata

Rob

"Hey! I cant breathe Lady..." sabi ko ng mahinahon. I felt her heartbeats. Goodness! We're the same. Aish!...

Narinig ko lahat ng sinabi niya kanina. What she shouted and said. I heard all of those very cleat.

Bakit ang bilis Jesse? Why? Talaga bang mahal mo na ako or may hidden agenda ka pa?

"I'm sorry Rob. I-I'm So-sorry." she said in between her tears. Aish! I dont like to see her crying.

Pero bakit siya nagsosorry? For what?

"Sorry for what?" i asked her nicely. Gusto kong haplusin ang likod niya but im stoping myself to do that.

Matagal siyang sumagot. Nakayakap pa rin siya sa akin. Ano na bang nangyayari sa babaeng to?

"Im too stubborn.. Hindi ako nagpaalam sa iyo bago umalis. Nagtampo ako sa iyo dahil ayaw mo akong samahan. I hated you Rob.. Im sorry kung napilitan kang pumunta rito. Now. I hate myself for giving you a reason why you came here. Maski sa ikapapahamak mo pa." and then she cried again. For cheese's sake. Pwede bang tumigil na siyang umiyak?

There was a bit silence between the two of us and still in that position. Ramdam kong basa na ng mga luha niya ang damit ko. She's trembling. Siguro natakot siya.

"J-jesse..." goodness. Bakit ako nauutal? Gusto ko lang malaman kung lahat ng sinabi mo kanina ay truth...

"Hmmmmmmm..?" i then looked at her. Shoot. Im nervous. Yes. Nakakabakla man but i need to ask those questions. And i hope katotohanan lahat.

"Lahat ba ng sinabi at sinigaw mo kanina ay totoo?" naramdaman kong nanigas siya. Haha.. Seeing her reaction, I knew it. But i need to hear it from herself.

"N-na-narinig mo? K-kanina ka pa ba sa likod ko?" she looked at me furiously.

I gave her a nod. You know what she did?

"Anong oras ka pa dumating dito?" tanong nanaman niya. Goodness.

"I am asking you and now you're asking me? Answer my question." I asked her with a cold voice..

"Ahhhh-he he he. Ano nga ulit tanong mo?" she released me from her hug. Mukhang narealized na niya lahat ng kahihiyan niya. Haha  But I like it.

Did I just say it? Man!!!! Bakit parang bumibigay na ako? Ang bilis naman. This is what Jesse Lei Ramirez do.......

"Tsss...." i just crossed my arms waiting her freaking answer.. Hinahanda ko pa sarili ko sa magiging reaction ko. Goodness! Bumibilis na talaga tibok ng puso ko. Ibang-iba sa lahat. Worst pero nakakapaghele sa akin...

I looked at her again.. Wahh! Why is she blushing? Man!!!.. Kahit madilim i can see her dahil sa liwanag ng buwan... Nagkatama ang mga mata namin and una siyang uniwas. Haha. She's cute in that way.

Geeezzz. Ibang-iba kana Rob! Nakaka-appreciate kana ng mga ganun... Unti-unti ka ng pinagbabago ni Jesse.

Ohhhh freaking mind! Ano ba yan...

I just raised my eyebrow.. Tagal a...

"Ahmmmm...." nag-facepalm siya. Hehe. "Kung iniisip mong puro joke yun, Nagkakamali ka.. Lahat yun totoo. Dahil alam mo na... okay lang bang mahulog ako sa iyo?" God! This isn't just a joke. Damn! She's really straight forward.

I know she'll gonna fall in love with me. And i already told her i wont catch her if she does.

Hindi ko alam what to do. Kakainin ko lang ba lahat ng sinabi ko sa kanya noon? Or magmamatigas pa rin ako ngayon?

Goodness! Ang hirap....... Bakit sa lahat ng nararanasan ko ngayon ay laging 'First' kapag kasama siya..?

The weird palpitation of my heart, that crazy madness i felt earlier seeing her with other guy,  and how she took care of me that brought me love and care. Yes I admit, I always feel these things with her.

Do I like her now? Or matagal na but i just only realized this time? Am I ready and give  her a chance to catch her and be with her forever?

"Rob? Huy... di ka naman nakikinig e." she then snapped my thoughts. "Hayaan mo na lang sinabi ko. Basta alam mo na nararamdaman ko. I may sound desperate pero yun talaga laman ng isip at puso ko. Pero ang tanong ko, Ikaw rin ba ang kumakalabit sa akin kanina?" O goodness. I think she's now back to her freaking evil creature. Monster Jesse.. Mananakit na yan.

Ang sarap niya lang asarin. Hahah. kaya i just gave her a wide smile. Genuine one..

Uh-Ohw.. Bad idea... Takbo!!!!!!

"Walang hiya ka!!!! Bumalik ka rito... Muntik na akong mamatay dahil sa kahibangan mo Rob!!!" she shouted. Ahahahaha... nagtatatakbo lang kami rito sa bukana ng Monte Paradiso. She's really mad... Ahaha. Hindi naman niya ako mahabol..

"Why Jesse? Natakot ka ba?" sige, Asar pa. Ahaha. I love seeing her like that. Yung walang iniisip na malalim. Gusto niya lang manghabol at makaganti sa ginawa ko.

"bwiset ka! Hindi ka makakatungtong sa bahay namin." Oh yeah. Haha. naiinis na siya. Kahit madilim, i can see her face turning to a tomato.

"pfffft.... Well, your family here knows me. They will welcome me inside your house. Nagpakilala na ako kanina. haha " Yes! totoo lahat yun. Nang nakita ko si Jesse na natataranta at umalis sa bahay nila i went there and introduce myself. Syempre nabigla sila. but later on they welcomed me.

"Ano? Ibigsabihin nkilala mo na sila? Paano na yung sinasabing private lang tong kasal?" tanong niya.. Hahah.

"Dont worry, di nila alam yun. Tara? I'm hungry and tired. Let's go home." i reached her hand and hold it. Aish! Ang lambot ng kamay niya. Surely, hindi siya sanay makipagholding hands.

I saw her looking our hands. I know she's shocked. Haha.

"Ahm. Rob.......?" i didnt stop walking.. Alam kong hindi niya ako titigilan sa tanong. Im not yet ready to tell her. I NEED MORE TIME.

"Dahil nalaman mo nang nahulog na ako sa iyo, i will face the consequence.. Wag mo na akong bigyan ng rason para lalo akong mahulog sa iyo dahil kahit saglit pa lang tayong magkasama as couple in papers feeling ko ang tagal-tagal na kitang mahal." natigilan ako sa paglalakad syempre ganun din sya.

I faced her. I Can see her sincerity.

Jesse! Please, wait on me. Please give me time to think. Baka masaktan lang kita sa huli and I wont be happy if that will be the consequences of my decision. I need time Jesse. but for now, I like you....

She smiled at me.. But i can see in her eyes that she's sad about the idea....

Wala akong hinintay na oras para yakapin siya... Really!!!! This lady, woman, girl has changed me into a better man.

"Maski hindi mo ako saluhin basta magawa ko lang ang dapat na mahalin ka ng buong puso gagawin ko. Thank you for that chance.. Sounds ridiculous and desperate? Kahit mali, Hindi ko pagsisisihan." I cant help but to smile.

"Sshhhh. Just give me time Jesse. Wait on me. Wait on me.........." i then kissed her forehead........

i like her more deeply.....

---------> Itutuloy

Woah.... Ayan na ang RobSee. nyahhaaha...

C 'n V. thankie. Buti may net na. :)