Trapped// error x blueberry sans

Day 6

I wake up in a cold sweat, looking around and panicking to make sure that it wasn't real. I start crying. I don't know why. I don't really remember anything from my life before but I remember how I felt about Blueberry. I remember how much I loved him now. At least I think that was a memory. I don't suppose that it could have been anything else. Right before I passed out Blue was telling me about how me and him were going to get married, and now I know that I used to love him in that way but the real question is.....

....how do I feel about him now? I'm not really sure right now. I mean he's attractive and all but would I really go off marrying him? I see Blueberry rush over to me again.

"Error? What did you see? Was it another memory?"

"Y-yeah." I say sitting up next to him.

"Well....what did you see?" I can tell he's anxious for me to tell him. That he just wants to know what I saw already.

"At least I think it was another memory. I died I think. I was killed by a dragon."

"Yeah. Basically that was what happened to you. You just ran off to face it and I couldn't protect you. Your death was the most painful thing that ever happened to me. I loved you so much."

"I know. I loved you too."

"Yeah, you did. We were going to get married."

"But the thing is......"

Blue looks up at me with those big beautiful eyes and I just can't tell him. I can't stand to break his heart like this but I have to tell him. Maybe it's just because I don't know him well? Maybe the feelings will come back one day, but right now I'm not really feeling very in love with him. And I have to tell him that. He deserves to know.

"Right now, at this moment, I don't really feel in love with you. I don't know if I'm supposed to. I don't know if it's just because I don't have my old memories back, but I just don't love you. I mean, sure you're cute, but I don't know if I would marry you."

Blue looks like he's about to cry but is trying to keep it in.

"It's fine if you don't. I knew I couldn't bring things back to before. But...I still love you Error. I couldn't live without you."

"What do you mean you couldn't live without me? How am I here if I died?"

"I asked Ink to bring you back to life for me. I know that it's selfish but I just couldn't function without you. Even if you don't love me or never love me again I had to try. Ink warned me about everything. That he wouldn't know what would happened. That you might not be the same person but I had to try."

It seems like he was really dedicated to me. I'm just feeling sorry that I can't make myself feel those feelings for him no matter how much I wish I could. I mean he is cute...and I do kind of want to kiss him. But what if he doesn't want to go that slow all over again? And it will be really weird for us. But...I might as well try, right?

"Listen, Blue, you're really, really, cute. I find you really attractive and although I don't know if I'm totally in love with you and ready to go off marrying you, I think I would be ready to take things slow and date? If you want to be my boyfriend? I'm really sorry if this is awkward or if you don't want to do all this over again it's fine."

"No, no, of course I would be open to dating again. In fact I would love that, but is it really what you want?"

I look into his eyes so that he know I'm telling the truth.

"Yes, it is. I wouldn't have suggested it otherwise."

Blueberry smiles at me.

"Well then I guess we have to plan our first date." He says with a grin.

"Is there anything you have in mind?"

"Oh, definitely."

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Author's note:

Hey guys, so um, what do you think of the story so far? Is there anything I could improve? Also should there be smut in the story? Is that something you guys would be into? Respond in the comments below.